CallMeKizzy Posted August 10, 2009 Share Posted August 10, 2009 Last week i broke up with me y bestfriend. its the worst feeling in the world. i feel like i am the bad person and the enemy in this.. i told him i was tired of holding onto a friendship that we didnt have anymore, i wish him the best, and i will always love him and pray for him. I feel like it was a big mistake. like i should have tried harder to work it out..BUT I DID. i wanted to meet with him on 2 occasions. but it was like he didnt care..like he was jus blowing me off. when i called or text on the day we were suppose to meet, he never respondede. the first time he said he forgot. the second time it was nothing.. the following day i sent him the messsage saying that i didnt want to be his friend anymore. and im starting to feel like it was a big mistake. I have talked to him on a previous time. and nothing really got resolved because he wasnt talking to me about the situation. he just kept telling me how he was falling into a darker and darker place..and i really tried to reach out to him, help him. but i was like he didnt want it nor care. now recently i talked to him and he my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:34:16 AM): this is gettin unecessary my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:34:25 AM): and im really tired of it mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:34:41 AM): its unneccsesary becuz ur jumpin to the wrong conclusions mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:34:54 AM): idk who u've been talkin too mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:35:06 AM): but whomever it is u need to stop mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:35:12 AM): i'm not gonna fuss with u mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:35:20 AM): so i jus dont say nothin my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:35:26 AM): but what im saying is him mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:35:40 AM): he has nothing to do with anything mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:35:49 AM): u get riled up over wut he tells u my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:35:52 AM): im not fussing with u neither..cus i really dont care for the fuss...no one has anything to do with anything my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:36:05 AM): im not getting riled up..but he is playing the middle man.. my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:36:10 AM): i dont tell hin **** mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:36:13 AM): he asks me questions and i answer my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:36:15 AM): he just assumes mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:36:28 AM): wutever he does after that is on him mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:36:33 AM): if u wanna talk then talk my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:37:02 AM): im not talking to u on this instant messanger..threw text..i feel as though if we going to talk its going to be face to facee my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:37:05 AM): and if not my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:37:14 AM): then o well mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:37:16 AM): then do that mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:37:38 AM): u have the problem and goin through to much mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:37:55 AM): thisis crazy becuz i wouldve been at ur door mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:38:06 AM): askin u wutever my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:38:18 AM): then y arent u here...like i dont get it.. yeah i have the problem but u dont even know why mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:38:30 AM): becuz u never said why mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:38:40 AM): i dont have the problem mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:38:46 AM): u stopped talkin to me mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:39:13 AM): the only problem i do have is i wanna kno who ur talkin to mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:39:31 AM): if ur talkin to someone about it my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:39:36 AM): well then is there really a problem..becuase for some reason u dont think its a problem that u havent been talking to me my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:39:38 AM): thats my issue my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:40:00 AM): everything isdistance..and i stopped talking to u cus u basically wasnt saying anything to me my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:40:03 AM): talking to someone my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:40:05 AM): about what?!? my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:40:21 AM): do it even matter who im talking to mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:40:23 AM): nevermind i'm not beatin around the bush my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:40:32 AM): then say wut u have to say mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:40:32 AM): does toya kno about this my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:40:56 AM): we need to talk face to face..im not.. talking to u through this IM mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:41:06 AM): its a yes or no question my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:41:17 AM): what does toya have to do with this.. mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:41:34 AM): jus answer my questions first my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:41:44 AM): she does know my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:41:54 AM): but i dont understand where she is coming from in this whole ituation mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:41:56 AM): has she given u advice my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:41:58 AM): llike it makes no sense mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:42:03 AM): on the situation at hand my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:42:16 AM): is she giving me advice? my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:42:23 AM): i talk to her about everything mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:42:30 AM): is she my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:42:53 AM): toya is not the issue my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:43:00 AM): toya has ntohing to do with this mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:43:04 AM): y cant u answer the question my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:43:12 AM): whether i talk to her or not is a matter my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:43:16 AM): who do u talk to my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:43:24 AM): who are u getting advice my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:43:31 AM): this not making sense my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:43:34 AM): what question mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:43:35 AM): no one gives me advice mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:43:43 AM): but ur not answerin my questions mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:43:52 AM): has toya been givin u advice my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:44:06 AM): toya does give me advice my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:44:09 AM): now what are u saying mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:44:13 AM): ok my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:44:32 AM): ok..soi dont get it mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:44:36 AM): now whose idea was it for u to stop talkin to me my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:44:57 AM): so uthink toya told me to stop talking to u my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:45:00 AM): thats what u think my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:45:05 AM): you know what she said to me my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:45:15 AM): she said maybe its time for a break my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:45:21 AM): why does it matter mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:45:47 AM): i jus wanted to kno so that i had the right info mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:45:50 AM): now my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:45:50 AM): i make my own decisions mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:46:02 AM): i'll talk to u about the whole thing in person my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:46:20 AM): when will this be mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:46:21 AM): yea u make ur own decisions but sumtimes ppl can sway those decisions as well mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:46:37 AM): especially when there is high emotion my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:46:56 AM): when will i talk to u in peson mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:47:10 AM): u let me kno my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:47:39 AM): so now all this up to me..like wtf.. i dont get it. my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:47:43 AM): let me say this .. mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:47:53 AM): u've yaken everything else into ur hands mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:47:57 AM): i dont see why not my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:48:33 AM): i love ..alot..but im not chasing ..nor begging noone for there friendship. like u act like u not in the same friendship..u act like u dont ****in care once again..like i have no reason to be upset with u my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:48:54 AM): well wtf was i suppose to do... sit around and wonder why my bestfirend not talking to me my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:48:57 AM): and when i ask him my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:49:03 AM): he act like there is no issue my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:49:06 AM): the ****.. mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:49:15 AM): honestly i dont understand mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:49:31 AM): i dont understand the whole thing my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:49:47 AM): well then maybe u need some understanding. mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:50:27 AM): u get jealous over me hangin with renada and toni my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:50:35 AM): u just let me know when ur available,and u can come to me cause this is crazy..i dont get this i really dont.. u acting real ****in stupid...like for some reason myron dont feel like he do anything mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:51:02 AM): now i'm actinstupid my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:51:10 AM): i sure do.. but that is not my reason...renada andtoni ur ****in life.. like i dont exist my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:51:14 AM): thats how i see my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:51:15 AM): it my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:51:16 AM): just like my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:51:19 AM): u get jealous my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:51:21 AM): of toya andikea my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:51:25 AM): its the same my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:51:27 AM): thing mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:51:32 AM): right jus like their ur life my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:51:44 AM): what the **** am i suppose to do!??????????????????? mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:51:45 AM): and dont forget lamar my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:51:46 AM): I DONT GET IT my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:52:04 AM): IM SUPPOSE TO SIT HERE AND WONDER HMMM MAYBE TODAY MY BESTFRIEND WILL CALL ME my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:52:09 AM): IM NOT DOING THAT mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:52:14 AM): ur gettin mad at me for doin the exact same thing i'mdoin mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:52:24 AM): u do the same ****i'm doin mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:52:32 AM): u dont call and i dont call my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:52:34 AM): NO.. my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:52:39 AM): U STOPPED CALLING ME mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:52:40 AM): yes my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:52:43 AM): I DONT EVEN SEE THEM my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:52:44 AM): LLIKE THAT mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:52:49 AM): oh when my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:52:52 AM): TOYA LIVES IN ****ING PHILADELPHIA my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:52:57 AM): AND IKEA LIVES IN PG mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:52:58 AM): now becuz ur homefor the summer my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:53:01 AM): I SEEN THEM TWICE mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:53:11 AM): but u've been to philly mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:53:17 AM): and theyve been here my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:53:24 AM): OKAY MYRON BUT WHAT DONU WANT ME TO DO my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:53:27 AM): U STOPPED CALLING ME my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:53:31 AM): U DONT GET THAT my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:53:34 AM): U STOPPED HANGING WITH ME my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:53:38 AM): U STOPPED IT FIRST my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:53:43 AM): U DONT LIKE BEING AT MY HOUSE my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:53:46 AM): CUS U FEEL CRAZY my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:53:51 AM): I DONT GET THE SITUATION my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:53:53 AM): I REALLY DONT mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:54:05 AM): ok mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:54:13 AM): like ur still not seein mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:54:17 AM): u did the same thing my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:54:19 AM): UR NOTSEEING IT EITHER my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:54:28 AM): OKAY FINE WE R EVEN.. FINE mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:54:30 AM): no i admit my faults mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:54:39 AM): i kno that i stopped callin mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:54:53 AM): and i stopped comin around my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:55:02 AM): EXACTLY mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:55:11 AM): but heres wut i dont get my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:55:13 AM): U PUSHED ME AWAY ...AND I BEGAN TO HANG WITH OTHERS my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:55:17 AM): WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:55:19 AM): no mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:55:32 AM): u began to hang with others b4 all of this occured my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:55:48 AM): WHO?!? my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:55:53 AM): WHO DO I HANG WITH BESIDES TYREE mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:55:54 AM): u started hangin with others the semester i left my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:56:10 AM): ARE U SERIOUS.. my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:56:27 AM): SO..U WERE GOING TO COME TO UMES my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:56:32 AM): CHILL WITH ME EVERYDAY my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:56:36 AM): SO I CAN HANG WITH U my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:56:41 AM): CUS I CANT HANG WITH OTHERS my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:56:46 AM): BECAUSE WERE 2HRS AWAY my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:56:55 AM): SO..I HAVE TO CHILL WITH U..WHILE IM AT SCHOOL my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:57:04 AM): THATS WHAT UR SAYING mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:57:12 AM): no thats not wut i'm sayin my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:57:36 AM): then what are u saying mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:57:39 AM): but when i left thats when it started my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:57:44 AM): cus apparently its deeper then what it is mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:58:12 AM): thats when phone calls stopped happenin like they were mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:58:30 AM): i dont mind that my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:58:32 AM): myron i was really upset when u didnt come back... like i felt like i lost a whole nother side of me my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:58:48 AM): okay myron my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:58:49 AM): ur right mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:58:52 AM): i kno ur gonna chill with other ppl my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:58:53 AM): i made friends my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:58:58 AM): and i got other friends mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:58:59 AM): i want u too my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:59:02 AM): i apologize my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 2:59:07 AM): for not calling u mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:59:17 AM): but dont feel like i forgot about u becuz i didnt mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:59:37 AM): but jus like i was doin wutever at home mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:59:44 AM): u were doin the same on the shore mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:59:56 AM): not exactly the same mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 2:59:57 AM): but ur thing my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 3:00:07 AM): my thing my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 3:00:37 AM): so u treat me like ****..because u felt like i was doing u wrong because i was on the shore and didnt call, cus i wasnt able to call u my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 3:00:44 AM): when it was convient.. mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 3:00:52 AM): no my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 3:00:58 AM): thats why ur acting like this mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 3:01:01 AM): wut i'm sayin is my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 3:01:07 AM): thats why ur with toni and renada all the time my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 3:01:11 AM): this is ur "payback" mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 3:01:13 AM): i've been shuttin down my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 3:01:15 AM): thats how ur putting it mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 3:01:24 AM): theres been no pay back mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 3:01:30 AM): there my damn family mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 3:01:37 AM): thats all i've had at home my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 3:01:37 AM): of course my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 3:01:39 AM): and i dont care my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 3:01:48 AM): i dont care about u hanging with them my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 3:01:56 AM): i really dont my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 3:02:11 AM): but it was like u didnt call me over them thats my thing.. mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 3:02:14 AM): then wtf is really the problem mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 3:02:28 AM): becuz this all sounds dumb to me my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 3:02:30 AM): whatever my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 3:02:35 AM): i dont know my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 3:02:45 AM): cus its all out of jealousy i guess mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 3:02:46 AM): there are atittudes for no reason mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 3:02:55 AM): thats all it s mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 3:02:56 AM): is my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 3:02:58 AM): i was jealous and so were u mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 3:03:29 AM): i was jealous mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 3:03:49 AM): but i never let u go for good my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 3:03:50 AM): and ushould know my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 3:03:54 AM): u were bigger than that mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 3:03:56 AM): i wasnt gonna let u go my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 3:03:58 AM): u were my best friend mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 3:04:07 AM): i was gonna come back my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 3:04:16 AM): no one ever came between me and u..id do ****ing anything for u. mightymouseikon (8/8/2009 3:04:45 AM): i jus had to get myself together first my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 3:04:53 AM): i was letting u go... my feelings wre hurt..i acted out of anger..and i mean i felt selfish in the end..cus this was ur time of need. my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 3:04:57 AM): wasnt* my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 3:05:34 AM): get urself together. my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 3:05:45 AM): by all means.. please do my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 3:06:11 AM): if i cannot help u, i hope u can do it.. i always pray for u and hope for ...it wasnt like i forgot about u my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 3:06:16 AM): i knew what u were going threw my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 3:06:23 AM): and i wanted to help u my_luvlike_woah (8/8/2009 3:06:55 AM): but i guess jealousy and communication pushed us away nothing really has gotten resolved.. i just feel like **** even more...he doesnt really care. and wont talk to me face 2 face Link to post Share on other 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tinktronik Posted August 10, 2009 Share Posted August 10, 2009 WTF have you posted here??? I never ever, ever tell anybody that they need to be more to the point in the way they post; but there is a first for everything. Could you please repost this in a way that makes more sense? It would for sure get you more responses. Link to post Share on other sites
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