Moving on

[Eclypse]

I revealed my feelings to the girl whom I've liked for ages. She said she wasn't surprised, she's known for ages. Said I am one of her closest friends and that if we entered relations it might destroy that and she doesn't want that. Then she said she hoped I would still want to be friends.

 

I was dissapointed and sad. But it was my fault really. I got attatched. Bit hard not to really, when you are around someone every day! All my friends who I've talked to say that I shouldn't give up trying with her, that it's not over. I'm not sure what to do. I didn't want to push anything on her, I know that no means no. But yet despite that, in a deep dark part of my mind i hope that maybe she will change her mind and want to give a relationship a go. I don't want to sound desperate or needy though. I try to be as realisitic as possible.

 

Had to spend all day with her again ( just us 2 for the most part) today at school. I still love being in her company, but it did tear my heart apart a little bit on the inside knowing nothing was going to happen ever.

 

I guess I have 3 options now. A: Try to act like nothing happened and keep hanging out and being friends as usual.

B: Same as A but keep trying for something.

C: Just go somewhere else and avoid her.

 

I don't think I would like C very much, as I do quite enjoy being friends with her, and she did want to stay friends. I know a lot of people on here though think you can't be friends with someone who you like but they dont like you back. I'm just a little peeved I didn't start falling for her earleir on before we became good friends and could have had a chance. Got no one to blame but me. So anyone got advice? I don't fall for people too easily. This was the first one in well over a year. I really did care a lot about her :/