phoenix1 Posted August 21, 2009 Share Posted August 21, 2009 Moving over here from second chances, even though we had three, not two break ups, and tried to be friends. I sent an angry email this morning, and that's it. I have now not only accepted that we can not be in a relationship -we can not be friends either. Each time we got back together and then broke up, I went back to feeling my grief as if it were brand new. Even this latest break up, as friends, makes me feel a deep grief that I feel I will never get over. (our last relationship break up was only 1 month ago) I mean I know logically I will heal eventually. But I also know that I don't fall in love easily, and when I do, I fall hard. And then it takes me a long, long time to get over it. Sometimes years, and this was the love of my life. No one before even came close. He was my best friend. I know from before that the less, or no contact I had with him the better. Once I started engaging I would feel like I made ten steps backwards. So here it goes. NC. I feel such a deep loss, I would rather feel anything right now that this heartbreak. And I know he's already out dating, and makes me wonder why I care so much. I feel so stupid. Link to post Share on other sites
Dlyrica Posted August 21, 2009 Share Posted August 21, 2009 I totally feel for you. My ex and I broke up a month ago and he already has a new girlfriend. I also sent an email this morning (of course he didn't respond) and I'm thinking about deleting him and all his friends from fb. Maybe you should try to open yourself up to other guys. I'm not saying rebound but you could go on dates or even just make some new guys friends. It would probably make you feel better. Best wishes. Link to post Share on other sites
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