lizzylizliz Posted September 2, 2009 Share Posted September 2, 2009 Hey all, I normally post depressing things about my last R and all that Right now, it just feels like I'm waiting for something to happen. I don't know what. It's comparable to the 'calm before the storm' type feeling, and I haven't been able to shake it for weeks. It's like something...I dont know what...is going to happen, I don't know if it's good or bad, and it makes me feel so anxious...and at the same time, it's driving me insane. It's not like an excitable type feeling, like looking forward to a birthday or something....it makes me feel like screaming! I came out of a R 2 months ago, he's gone back to his ex who he has children with, and I don't talk to him anymore, although I've said hello to him recently to be polite. I've had a short term R, ended that on Friday, because I didn't feel ready for another R...but at the same time, I get fed up of being alone sometimes. Please, does anyone else feel like this? I feel like I'm going nuts. If anyone's got any advice, or knows how it feels...just to make me feel less like I'm going loopy! Link to post Share on other sites
quankanne Posted September 2, 2009 Share Posted September 2, 2009 *hugs* you're not going loopy, hon – it's just that you realize change is coming and you're antsy about the unknown. I think we all experience that at some point with the different events in our lives. if you can, find ways to occupy your time during this "wait time." Take up a hobby, hang out with friends you haven't seen in awhile, do something different than you don't often get to do (me – hanging out all hours at barnes & nobel checking out the books I can't afford to buy) ... that'll lessen these feelings somewhat. Or at least take your focus off the fact that change is a-coming! q Link to post Share on other sites
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