Nubemeister Posted December 1, 2003 Share Posted December 1, 2003 [font=times new roman][/font][color=darkblue][/color] I was in a realtionship a year and a half ago. I loved him very much and supposedly he felt the same. Then one day we decided to meet up at Barnes and Noble, while there we hugged and so on. This was the day for prom. I had decided not to go and he either. We went to different schools. We were 18 going on to 19. I'm 20 now and so is he. But two weeks after that meeting he broke up with me...and I was left really hurt. He said it wasn't that he didn't love me, it was just that he was afraid. Afraid of the whole relationship...he didn't want to fail me. I talked to him 11 months after that because I needed some closure on it and he said Im sorry I failed you. In my head I'm thinking you wouldn't have at all if you loved me. All I wanted was for you to love..I wasn't some type of test. I just wanted him to feel me...after the break up Im not so sure he did. But recently after so long...he still comes to mind and I don't know why. I don't feel anything for him...he just pops in and I woner what he is up to. Is that wrong or what does that mean? I don't know I know began dating around 9 months from the break up and now has a gf which is fine, as long as he is happy. He never was a bad person...he was great. He just didn't want me I guess.... (sighs) Just wanted to share....Thank you for your time Take care:) Link to post Share on other sites
Minus Posted December 2, 2003 Share Posted December 2, 2003 That happens to me for some reason. I still think about my ex-girlfriend, and wonder the same thing sometimes (FYI: She cheated on me, we fought, and havent spoken since). So its not wrong to wonder what a person is doing, because I think its normal. Hell its probably even human. Link to post Share on other sites
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