calithin83 Posted December 3, 2003 Share Posted December 3, 2003 Regret in my heart, I cant seem to comprehend or come in peace with myself, my life sickens me and my head hurts, im trying to feel okay but all I seem to do is cry and regret all my acts, I feel uneasy and I cant seem to function right, im like a zombie, walking through life, taking steps but wishing to just let it end…oh Lord wont you please rescue me from this hell ive created..i want to be free and I want to enjoy myself, instead im crying, and im pleading for help..no where to turn, no one to go to, I want to feel okay, I want to feel okay!!! Oh lord forgive me for all my sins, I feel ashamed and I feel like a hiprocrite coming to you, im all de;pressed and lost almost all my hope, I just don’t know what to say or what to do..i feel that all I do is fall..i need some light…please god come into my life..im sorry for pushing u away so many times, im sorry for ignoring all ure warnings, I thought I could manage this by myself, I thought I could be happy without ure help but instead ive created my own hell..and God wont u come rescue me and set me free from this death I live in…I look at my face and theres nothing there, my eyes are empty as my soul, too many cries, too much anger, I don’t know anymore…sometimes I feel like im going crazy and that all this isn’t real , I end up feeling pity over myself and I end up thinking all these negative things about myself…God please help me![font=times new roman][/font][color=red][/color] Link to post Share on other sites
LauraD Posted December 3, 2003 Share Posted December 3, 2003 Calithin83, I am sorry to find your expressions of sorrow and discontent. You sound so full of hurt that I couldn't help but write and extend the offer to help you ... a lot of people here would like to help you ... if you want to talk more about things L Link to post Share on other sites
moimeme Posted December 3, 2003 Share Posted December 3, 2003 Can you talk to your priest or minister? Can you talk to your parents or a relative? You should not try to face these feelings alone. There are people who can help you with them. Certainly you can post to LoveShack and people will listen to you, but it is so much nicer to have a real human talking to you. Know that God loves you and forgives you. Your minister could help you understand this in a real way, if you spoke to him (or her). Link to post Share on other sites
Holly Posted December 3, 2003 Share Posted December 3, 2003 Hello, You are not alone .... you are never alone in the world no matter how lost and unforgivable you might feel. As humans we seem to do things we do not understand or that we regret. Our actions do not always ring true to who we fundamentally are or wish to be. You do not have to let your choices up to this day, this moment, determine who you will be from now on. Talk to someone you trust and who is gentle and thoughtful with your emotions and your situation ... please seek out help for yourself. Everyone needs help once in a while! We've just got to ask for it. Link to post Share on other sites
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