bravesgirl Posted October 22, 2009 Share Posted October 22, 2009 I met this guy last spring. He lives in Canada and I live in Kansas. At first I wasn't really into him at all, but I kept talking to him for a reason that only God knows. Then I realize how funny and sweet this guy is. He's not the best looking person ever, but he is decent and his personality makes him the hottest person in the world. We came to a point where we talked everyday. Him being in canada and me in the US, there is a toll for phone calls and Canada has crap for texting plans... so we use msn and we can talk and cam and send offline messages and email. One day he tells me that he is really falling for me and I felt the same way, from there we talked everyday and if we were not going to be able to talk because we were going to be on a trip we told each other. Things were fantastic and we spent hours everynight talking about everything. It may sound silly but I fell really hard for this guy. He told me that he would wait as long as he had to in order to be with me even if he had to steal me away from someone else. Then, boom my computer freaks out and crashes and I can't use it. So I send him a message that I ordered a new one and I would have it in two weeks. He seemed upset but two weeks is nothing especially with how busy both of us are with school, work, and social bs. I heard from him once or twice after my computer broke and we were both really excited to be able to talk to each other more. Then, I get my computer and I don't see him online, so I sent him a message saying that my computer came in. Nothing. So after a month I over-think everything... forgive me because I'm female and thats the way that i am. I send him a message saying that I hope he's alright and alive and that he hasn't decided that he just doesn't want me anymore. I don't hear from him at all. So a month and a half after not hearing from him I decide that I was going to move on because there was no point in waiting on someone who wasn't going to come back. Then I was checking my email in class and it was from him. He said he was pumped the last time he talked to me because my computer was coming and that he went to an NFL game in minneapolis then when he got back he got really sick with an awful fever and turns out it was the swine flu. He was so sick and was bedridden for a week and is really behind in school. He apologized for not checking his email because he was afraid that I sent him a rejection letter...and that would make things even worse for him and reading my last letter broke his heart and he was so sorry of any pain he may have caused me. So I reply and tell him that I'm glad he's better and to not let school stress him out and so on... he says he's afraid to talk to me so he isn't going to go online... Link to post Share on other sites
Author bravesgirl Posted October 22, 2009 Author Share Posted October 22, 2009 I don't know what to think. Why would he be afraid to talk to me? I'm so mad right now and frustrated. at the end of the email that he said he was afraid to talk to me he said "i miss you, i miss you (my name) and the braves.. chipper..john wayne" saying that he missed all the things that I really like and that we have talked about. I'm confused and should just be patient but I've been patient for two months and I'm getting to the point where I'm just tired of it... but when we are together or talking I feel like I have never felt before... like everything is perfect! Link to post Share on other sites
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