vixen Posted December 7, 2003 Share Posted December 7, 2003 Sigh, ok, most of you know me, most of you have given me good advice, well here's a story for me to tell. It all happened sometime last week. Night before turkey day i decided to go out to a club. I met up with someone i'd seen there before, not intentionally, and we had a fun time, hanging out, talking the whole nine yards. He was very polite, friendly and just sociable. Well at one point while we were talking about racial differences, (he was Vietnamese {sp?}) he tried to kiss me. Out of no where!!! I put my hand in his face and pushed him away. I was like no way. He grabbed for me again and was like come on your so funny so cute, i just want to hold you. (i hadn't mentioned Jon, it just never came up) Well i stuffed this pretty Asian boy to the curb, and was slightly flattered that he was so interested in me that it made him burst. Okay, so T-day goes by, and Saturday show's up, I'm going out with my best friend, and her boyfriend, and some of his friends. Most of whom i'd met before. We go to my old work place, and relax. (i was a waitress) VIP treatment. Any-who, after that we all go to the bar next door. Well, in this group of peeps (there's six of us) it's me, my girl and 4 guys. One of them, Wayne, i knew from over the summer. We played hackysac while Sarah chilled at a bench, and her boyfriend and best friend practiced for a gigg that night. Any-who, he wasn't a stranger. But Saturday night, he was mad charming, shared his my ty with me, bought me 2 corona's shared his cigarette with me, we challenged Sarah and Kev to a game of darts, they were winning till Sarah got sick and i had to go with her. All in all wayne and i were macking on each other gently all night. Wayne ended up getting a ride home form Sarah and us, and i had to use the bathroom so wayne me and Kev went into Wayne's and i went first, then Kev, then wayne, and Kev left me alone in the house with wayne, and we were talking and then nuzzling, then kissing. It wasnt' it happened all so fast, it was more like it's about time. I don't feel guilty about it, i didn't then either, i was quite happy to finally be kissed, I mean i havn't had a passionate kiss in near 3 months. just mom like kisses. I broke up with Jon on Monday. I look at it this way I don't see him ever, once every other month, he calls 3 times a month and we talk for 10 minutes usually, he only gives me one sentence emails at the end of the day, saying i got out of work late again, call you tomorrow, bye J, never i love you or any longer. I figure, it's not a relationship. I told him i want to be single, i don't want to be in any. ANY, serious relationships right now. That he's not off the menu, he's just not the main coarse. I had to leave this all on his cell's answering machine. He emailed me back going, it's okay, i told you i didn't have the time i should be able to give to you, you got to do what you got to do, but no hard feelings we can do this again years later if we want. (that's a sum up) So i called wayne 4 days later and got his machine, i left a message, he called back and left a message, but now he's in Cali for work, and can't call, no biggie because i don't' care either way. I meant it when i said it, i don't want any, any serious relationships, i just kinda want to see people, have my freedom, i'm young, and pretty from what the guys seem to be saying, so i'll just do my thing, and be foot loose and fancy free. That's my story, it's been almost a week since i broke up with Jon, no tears, not really, i put away all his things, bought myself a new teddy to sleep with, and well, i'm just moving on. It was easy really i fell out of love with him. I mean i felt it happening 3 weeks prior, and sure i resisted the hot Asian guy, but sweet darling wayne, well, i would have been fine had Jon and i been fine, but we wernt and me and wayne's kiss is testament to that. On a side note, Yeah it snowed like 2 feet last night!!!! Vixen Link to post Share on other sites
Author vixen Posted December 9, 2003 Author Share Posted December 9, 2003 well atleast no one has anything negative to say about it. XD. nothing possitive either but no news is good news. LOL Link to post Share on other sites
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