Moving

[jlr]

I lived at home until I was 23 or so, then moved out with my GF for several years. When she broke up with me last year, I moved back home with my Mom. I finally moved back out last weekend with a buddy of mine.

 

I love the place we moved into. Awesome area, lots to do. Very artsy, creative type place.

 

It's a new start for me.

 

I even burned all the letters/cards my ex ever wrote me. It was a really emotional experience, but something I felt was overdue. I didn't want to take them with me into a new place.

 

I'm trying hard to stay focused on moving forward.

 

Though it's hard not to think of my ex, and our place together. My only other memories of moving into a new place are with her. My family lived in the same house since I was born. I find myself comparing things to living with her and such.

 

Plus, the last time I moved was moving out of my place with her. And it was an awful experience, considering the circumstances.

 

So, I'm trying to move forward, but even after all this time, it's still difficult at points.

 

Of course, if you read my other posts, you'd know she hasn't really disapeared completely yet.

 

That's my next course of action.

 

I need to take this new place and forge a new life.....