me and my boyfriend of 2 years Kinda long.

[ILoveHim1308]

Okay so..im in a long distance relationship of 2 years.. we have never touched.. and he lives hours away from me. I keep having these thoughts of breaking up with him, of me not loving him but when i do i cry. I cant picture myself without him..And if i picture him with someone else it makes me want to die.. My heart is getting beat up over this and i just want it to stop and i dont know how. I dont want to leave him because hes amazing. Sweet cute romantic..amazing. Supports me with everything i do and i dont want to leave him... Hes understanding and ive been telling him how i feel because i can't keep nothing from him.. help me guys i don't want to hurt him anymore but i can't leave him because im selfish and something is making me hold on.

 

Here's a conversation me&him hadd

 

 

ωє'яє נυѕт α вυη¢н σƒ αηιмαℓѕ says:

*im not saying i did..

*but if i were to fall out of love..

*it is possible to fall back in..

*you expect me

*to just hear your voice

*and see your words on the computer screen

*and i only get to see your face once in awhile..

*but i never get to touch you and you expect me

*not to fall out of love even a little..

*because my heart is trying to protect me..

*ive been through more then you..

i love you, even if i dont deserve you.. says:

*it sounds like youre trying to convince yourself baby, i never accused you of falling out of love

ωє'яє נυѕт α вυη¢н σƒ αηιмαℓѕ says:

*ever since i read that ive felt like i have..

*i was quiet because..

*i was going to say it was over because i couldnt take the bad thoughts anymore..

*i had it typed out but

*i couldnt hit enter because i cant live without you..

*i dont see it.

*im addicted to you..

*and i cant break it..

ωє'яє נυѕт α вυη¢н σƒ αηιмαℓѕ says:

*it wasnt even long it was 5 sec before i told you i wasnt..

*anymore

*i had that bad thought again and..

*i couldnt concentrate on you

*just.

*i wanted to know why.

*i care about you i dont want you to hurt

*im crying..

*so why.

i love you, even if i dont deserve you.. says:

*do what you want to do baby.. dont worry about me i want you to be happy

ωє'яє נυѕт α вυη¢н σƒ αηιмαℓѕ says:

*dont say that your just making me cry worse..

*i dont wanna be with anyone else because nobody can compare to you..

*and id die to know you was with someone else...

i love you, even if i dont deserve you.. says:

*T_T its not about whos better then the other person.. its about your heart..

ωє'яє נυѕт α вυη¢н σƒ αηιмαℓѕ says:

*i want you..

*i feel like im dating the ****ing computer not you.

i love you, even if i dont deserve you.. says:

*i want you too T_T babe i want to hold you and touch you.. feel your warmth and your breath..

ωє'яє נυѕт α вυη¢н σƒ αηιмαℓѕ says:

*why do i feel like this then T_T

i love you, even if i dont deserve you.. says:

*coz our relationship is lacking.. and we cant give each other what we're missing on a daily basis...

i love you, even if i dont deserve you.. says:

*i dont know whats going to happen in the future... but i hope we're still together and in love..

*i dont want anyone but you

 

 

i don't want to leave someone as amazing as him...so guys..help me..Thing is i was scared to ask you guys because i didnt want to hear "you fell out of love" and things like that because i dont want to hear that and i dont want that to happen itd kill me..

[Unistudent]

Why haven't you guys met up yet? Are you guys really young or something? I am really surprised that after 2 years you guys haven't even met face to face... unless there are circumstances that prevent it.

 

From what I am reading it doesn't really sound to me that you have 'fallen out of love' or anything. I think that some type of physical contact is essential in a relationship... and at one point or another you will have to meet face to face and see what happens. What is sounds like to me is that you are just really frustrated... and it's to be expected after 2 years of dating over the internet and not actually being able to hold each other.

 

If you guys are in the same country and one of you can get to the other or you guys can meet up somewhere... I would think that that would be the best thing to do. See what happens with that and then you will know that you tried everything possible to keep the relationship alive and won't be left with any whatif's in the end.

 

So after meeting up if you still are thinking that you don't want to be with him than you shouldn't have any regrets when telling him that you can't be together anymore.

 

Good luck.