IOnlyWantForgiveness Posted December 17, 2009 Share Posted December 17, 2009 I have a mother that is emotionally, very ill. She kept me totally reliant on her my entire life. A sick fascination, I suppose. Her decision made me reliant on her for every aspect of my life. She had finally had her second child... her 'perfect gift from God' and she intended on keeping it. My entire life (up until a few years ago, of course) was made on her deicision. I lost the best friends I could have ever had because of her. And gained one that, in the end, abandoned me because her pride wouldn't permit her to associate herself with 'scum' like me. My mother's fixation on me had disabled me from good judgment... for the most part. Thoug, I must say I've always been good at profiling molester. Maybe it's because I was the victim of one myself. Call it what you want. My foster sister molested me around the age of 3. I still can't remember exactly what happened (I'm partially grateful for this). Even if I could, I wouldn't do anything. Her life is so screwed she's gotten what she deserves. On top of that I've always had weird feelings towards my father. The same radar that went up for the normal perverts went up around him as well. I always dismiss it, though. The radar can't be perfect, now can it? I just thought I'd share. Start up a conversation with those who have something to say or would be interested in my story. Link to post Share on other sites
Jade 02 Posted January 3, 2010 Share Posted January 3, 2010 (edited) You need professional help,sorry but its true,unless you are trolling Edited January 3, 2010 by Jade 02 sp Link to post Share on other sites
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