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I needed the chance to clear some very personal issues for my own piece of mind, too. I guess that me asking for that time was stupid. End of story.

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No, you're right dyermaker. There's nothing I can do. Nothing. I'm not good with matters of the heart. I don't want to return to my mad past. I don't want drugs, I don't want gambling, I don't want to go back into hell. I needed this small amount of time so desperately. Just something I needed to do. I think, in realising that she's too scared to see me...it's just a cop out. It's like, 'No, I want to enjoy my holiday without you. I don't want to see you etc. etc.' Maybe I'm reading into it. I was selfish. My friend told me that I was so happy around her - I was....but there's nothing I can do.

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There's nothing you can do about her, correct, but I hope you haven't given up on relationships in general. A healthy relationship in which both parties make each other happy is what you need.

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We'll see, I guess. We'll see.

 

Goodbye to all here at this site. I've never written into a website before like this.

 

Take care.

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Well, that's it - I guess.

 

Goodbye to everyone at this website. I've never written into a website like this before.

 

To all - take care.

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I will do. I'm becoming a stronger person and that's all that counts. I'm learning. It's hard...but I'm learning. I want to be a good person and that's what I aim to be.

 

It's been a hard few years - but I'm willing to give it a shot from here on in.

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