Jade 02 Posted January 10, 2010 Posted January 10, 2010 (edited) This is just a vent I been going to church sonce 12-21-09,and never been in my whole life. so here I am believeing he is helping me,and running my life as I turn alot over to him(stuff that I can't handle mentally)so,I am siting here was getting ready for my 11 am service at 11,I said noway I am not walking in that huge room full of all those dressed up people,I wear jeans,and my leather to church no biggie,BUT NOW I FEEL LIKE I AM BETRAYING GOD,AS HE HAS BEEN so wonderful to me,alot I know was because of him that happened to me,that was good. Should I feel quilty? I do,I pray on my knees,every morning and night,I know he will forgive,I just have to forgive myself,and thats the hard part. I LOVE MY CHURCH,and LOVE my or our Pastor. I am sorry for being slack:( Just a vent thanks for the space Edited January 10, 2010 by Jade 02 grammar
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