bananaboat11 Posted February 2, 2010 Share Posted February 2, 2010 Is this where I'm supposed to ask if I can pick it up? ROFL... **** that ****. As much as I 'miss' her... or want to believe I miss her.. I can never be sure it's her. But what ****ing telemarketer calls at 1:50am... holy craaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap /rant. EDIT: RESTRICTED # AGAIN. ok... Link to post Share on other sites
Author bananaboat11 Posted February 2, 2010 Author Share Posted February 2, 2010 it's too bad my vmail inbox is full.. i'd love to hear this message. Link to post Share on other sites
USMCHokie Posted February 2, 2010 Share Posted February 2, 2010 This is why I never blocked my ex's number or blocked her on the Book...so that if the time ever came, I'd have the choice to take it or leave it... And also because I erased her number from the phone and don't actually have it anymore...so I can't really block it... Blocking sometimes seems to do more harm than good...look at you freakin' out right now over it... Link to post Share on other sites
Author bananaboat11 Posted February 2, 2010 Author Share Posted February 2, 2010 This is why I never blocked my ex's number or blocked her on the Book...so that if the time ever came, I'd have the choice to take it or leave it... And also because I erased her number from the phone and don't actually have it anymore...so I can't really block it... Blocking sometimes seems to do more harm than good...look at you freakin' out right now over it... I don't know.... it feels weird. I don't know for sure it's her. ****.. I always said if my ex contacted me again.. i'd kill myself. can't ****ing be her. no way i'm killing myself. i love life too much. Link to post Share on other sites
0hpenelope Posted February 2, 2010 Share Posted February 2, 2010 Put it on silent. Sleep it off. =\ Mind games are not good. Link to post Share on other sites
D-Lish Posted February 2, 2010 Share Posted February 2, 2010 I don't know.... it feels weird. I don't know for sure it's her. ****.. I always said if my ex contacted me again.. i'd kill myself. can't ****ing be her. no way i'm killing myself. i love life too much. Who else could it be BB? It's her. The fact that your VM is full is great- she'll be thinking you have more messages than you can keep up with. Link to post Share on other sites
Author bananaboat11 Posted February 2, 2010 Author Share Posted February 2, 2010 Now I lay me down to sleep... I pray an e-mail I do not receive.. And if I do, before I wake... Holy ****, I'm going to freak the **** out tomorrow morning when I see it. Link to post Share on other sites
Morgued Posted February 2, 2010 Share Posted February 2, 2010 Put it on silent. Sleep it off. =\ Mind games are not good. I agree, get some shut eye Rob. Link to post Share on other sites
USMCHokie Posted February 2, 2010 Share Posted February 2, 2010 I don't know.... it feels weird. I don't know for sure it's her. ****.. I always said if my ex contacted me again.. i'd kill myself. can't ****ing be her. no way i'm killing myself. i love life too much. Well it's certainly a tough spot to be in...I'm sure you originally blocked her number from your phone because you didn't want to deal with her crap ever again...you had no intention of getting worked up or even curious if she called...yet here you are getting at least curious... And if I recall, restricted numbers aren't the same as blocked numbers...I don't think blocked numbers will even give you a ringtone... Link to post Share on other sites
Author bananaboat11 Posted February 2, 2010 Author Share Posted February 2, 2010 *sigh* i'm depressed now. good night. i will never know.. i don't know... i don't want to know... i don't want to hear from her. I was better off not knowing or thinking about this day, if this truly is the day... ....now all these ****ing what if's are going to race through my mind ... helllooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo square 1. ugh Link to post Share on other sites
Author bananaboat11 Posted February 2, 2010 Author Share Posted February 2, 2010 Thanks guys. I appreciate the support you've all given me thus far.. and right now. I'm going to disappear for awhile... I'm seriously in a funk now... my mind is spinning. I kind of want to cry. I'll come back soon... love you guys for everything... your words, your hearts, your open arms... I am broken hearted again... Link to post Share on other sites
USMCHokie Posted February 2, 2010 Share Posted February 2, 2010 G'nite buddy...it gets better... Link to post Share on other sites
USMCHokie Posted February 2, 2010 Share Posted February 2, 2010 Thanks guys. I appreciate the support you've all given me thus far.. and right now. I'm going to disappear for awhile... I'm seriously in a funk now... my mind is spinning. I kind of want to cry. I'll come back soon... love you guys for everything... your words, your hearts, your open arms... I am broken hearted again... Hey Rob, you know me and Erica are always available...even off LS...of course I'm not as pretty as she is, but I'm here too if you need to talk to a dude... Sometimes it's a good idea to get yourself off of LS for a little while...I took about a month break during the holiday season...just couldn't read and post about this stuff day in and day out...and the break did help...and I'm sure it will help you too...it's really easy to get too caught up in this stuff... But take it easy...like I said, it gets better... Link to post Share on other sites
HeavenOrHell Posted February 2, 2010 Share Posted February 2, 2010 Believe me, getting calls from your ex does NOT help, I get calls, visits, texts, emails and I am stuck. Link to post Share on other sites
EricaH329 Posted February 2, 2010 Share Posted February 2, 2010 Thanks guys. I appreciate the support you've all given me thus far.. and right now. I'm going to disappear for awhile... I'm seriously in a funk now... my mind is spinning. I kind of want to cry. I'll come back soon... love you guys for everything... your words, your hearts, your open arms... I am broken hearted again... Rob, hun, it'll be alright. I know this threw you through a loop, but once the dust settles, you'll be back to normal. Well... as normal as you can be right now. I know how you are feeling, because after my ex broke up with me... anytime I would see his phone number or screen name come up, i'd feel heartbroken all over again too. But that feeling does go away, a lot quicker than you think. If you need to take a little time off of LS, then do that. Like Kelvin said, sometimes it's better to get away from it for a little while. Hey Rob, you know me and Erica are always available...even off LS...of course I'm not as pretty as she is, but I'm here too if you need to talk to a dude... Awwww thanks ! And Kelvin, you are right. Rob... we are both here for you even off of LS. If you ever need either of us, you know how to get ahold of us. Don't hesitate. Link to post Share on other sites
sunrae Posted February 2, 2010 Share Posted February 2, 2010 BB, I hope you got some sleep last night and today is a great new day for you!!! Link to post Share on other sites
DenverBachelor Posted February 2, 2010 Share Posted February 2, 2010 She's drunk enough to want to call you on a Monday night of heavy drinking, yet not drunk enough to forget to block her number from coming up on your screen. Then again, maybe it was an accidental pocket dial. Yeah, right. Dude, she's coming for you. Be prepared to run. This is the inkling of the beginning of a crazy road. First it is the occasional 2am blocked number cell call. Then, it progresses to a few texts from phones she borrows from others at the bars. Next, she'll be driving by slowly in front of your house in an ice-cream truck dressed as a greasy repair mechanic to cover her tracks. Before you know it, you'll get that knock and when you go to answer it, she'll turn into the man eater that she is and devour your soul whole. Run as quickly as possible. Link to post Share on other sites
lsb Posted February 2, 2010 Share Posted February 2, 2010 I still get email and calls too. I do not respond, but I still feel stuck. And I am the one who ended it with him, but it was more a "I have to" then a "I want to" which is really very painful and so hard to deal with. Link to post Share on other sites
Angel1111 Posted February 2, 2010 Share Posted February 2, 2010 Who else could it have been? I mean, how many blocked numbers are actually on your phone? Just hers, right? Link to post Share on other sites
DenverBachelor Posted February 3, 2010 Share Posted February 3, 2010 Who else could it have been? I mean, how many blocked numbers are actually on your phone? Just hers, right? No, it isn't blocked on his end. The caller hid their number when calling (aka Restricted). Link to post Share on other sites
Author bananaboat11 Posted February 3, 2010 Author Share Posted February 3, 2010 sending out an SOS. Link to post Share on other sites
USMCHokie Posted February 3, 2010 Share Posted February 3, 2010 sending out an SOS. Well, well, well...look who the cat dragged in... Link to post Share on other sites
Author bananaboat11 Posted February 3, 2010 Author Share Posted February 3, 2010 Well, well, well...look who the cat dragged in... I need to shave. I need to shower. I should probably get out of my PJ's too... Link to post Share on other sites
USMCHokie Posted February 3, 2010 Share Posted February 3, 2010 I need to shave. I need to shower. I should probably get out of my PJ's too... Hmmm...shall I assume that you have done none of those things yet today...? Link to post Share on other sites
Author bananaboat11 Posted February 3, 2010 Author Share Posted February 3, 2010 Hmmm...shall I assume that you have done none of those things yet today...? all the things i didn't do the day she dumped me. heh. it's like that day is today. why is this harder than being dumped? Link to post Share on other sites
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