does anyone here goes through the same situation like me?

[kristinabopp]

i seriously cant take anything that shes saying anymore.

today is my 2nd day and tomorrow i go back to work.!i just want to wake up late because i go back to work tomorrow!and my mom is like waking me up at 5:30 am just to cook breakfast for my two lazy ass brothers!!yesterday was the same!!!what a GREAT DAY OFF FOR ME!!!!i seriously have to do this waking up every day off i have!and then shes like asking me *what time did you sleep again?* and asking me all this bull**** that makes me wanna hate her more!im 20 and i know what im doing, im not her slave!she thinks IM GONNA DO EVERYTHING FOR HER!WHILE SHE SPOILS MY TWO LAZY BROTHERS BY GIVING THEM EVERYTHING AND MAKING THEM NOT DO HOUSE CHORES!!!SHE THINKS WERE GONNA STAY WITH HER FOREVER!

 

everytime i see them, i feel hate towards them. i dont like being around my family, it makes me wanna just die instead of being with them. am i the only one in here who feels like these towards family? i know family should be perfect, happy, and stuff like that. but i dont feel that way, i feel trap when im with them, i cant do anything without their permission, even if they let me do stuff,id rather not do it because i dont want them to see me doing it. i feel awkward! i dont like family drama's. everytime my mom guilt trips me i just wanna shout at her and tell her TO SHUT UP!!! but id rather stay quiet and not say anything just to not make a big deal of it.ill just wait this fall to come and just move out to go to college.but it feels like forever for this fall semester to come. for now im working and saving money as much as i can and move back to DC this fall.. i know she wont let me move back there again, and i find it hard everytime i think that she will go crazy when i leave again!but i cant really stay with them anymore, im depressed everyday knowing that im with them.when i left before,i literally had to runaway because when i told her im moving out she was so mad and bitchy to me EVERY SINGLE DAY until i left. and then i came back here *which is a bad decision* so now im trap again and shes choking me for making me do stuff that i dont really want to do. sometimes shes like telling me to *why dont u take this class*,*why dont u go to school in this school*,*why dont u get an internet w/no contract*.. i know shes doing that to make me stay but im not going through all that stuff again!she think i wont be able to cancel that contract if i ever get an internet connection.but all that stuff she trying to make me do, i just stayed quiet and didnt said anything.coz shell be shouting at me again...

 

does anyone here goes through the same situation like me?

[scatterd]

Hi I dont know how old you are but I am sure your family loves you.Sometimes it feels that a parent favors one child over another and it is painful.You need to sit down and have a talk with your mom and let her know how this is making you feel.Tell her you dont mind helping but you feel over loaded and what ever else you are feeling.Maybe she does not know how you feel I would also let her know how Its effecting your moods by her mood .I am a parent and made mistakes but I never wanted to hurt my children or make them feel second best they are my life.Good luck I hope this will help.

[kristinabopp]

im 20, i moved out before, but i came back. i told her this since before, but she wouldnt listen, she wants everything her way, she evens give everything to my brother but shell use that to control them. and right now im not taking anything from her,coz i know shell use that against me when i move out.she manipulates us by buying us some stuff or by doing some stuff we didnt even agreed for her to do it.she knows how i feel, because we dont even talk to each other. were not like any mom-daughter out there who are like bestfriends.and i dont want that too, i cant tell everything to my mom, thats just waaay to awkward.i dont trust her because i know in the end she will rub every negative stuff in my face and will make me feel super guilty and then lose my self esteem.