Andrew1984 Posted March 17, 2010 Share Posted March 17, 2010 these past few days have been pretty good, ive felt calm and cool, a big difference from every day the past 8 months. I seem to be letting go... or maybe this is just a phase and I will slip again. After finding out last week that my ex was had moved on and was with someone else the last few months, I went mad and couldnt stop thinking about it. I relapsed into the same way I felt the weeks after she left. But now, it dosent seem to bother me as much. I still think about it alot, but the thought of them together isint driving me insane with jealously and hurt anymore. maybe its what I needed just to move on. im starting to see reasons why I dont want to be with her, which is a huge relief. I thought the day would never come when she would fall off that pedastel. even after she hurt me so bad and betrayed me I still loved her. I still have feeling to reslove, but hopefully they will reslove with time. Damn her for making me obsess for 8 months. damn her for causing me so much pain and making me blind to see who she really was. Im still hurt real bad and its going to take alot more time before I ever love another woman ever again, if ever. but things are looking up. Link to post Share on other sites
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