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Winning (small) battles with myself...


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So, I have been more of a lurker... reading threads rather than posting. But, as I plow through the muck of a WAW (starting to learn the abbreviations!!!) I am trying to take solace in the small things I do right rather than beating myself up over mistakes I have made...

 

A couple of my recent victories...

 

1. She sent me a text message this morning. I guess she saw me driving, though I didn't see her. She said she hates how weird it is seeing me out, even on the road. She said something like "you're probably not talking to me anymore, but I hope you can forgive me someday."

 

I didn't respond and immediately deleted the message.

 

2. I'm trying to organize a group of co-workers to go skydiving. The thought of it kind of makes me pee my pants a little, but I'm poised and ready to try new things and get out and live life a little.

 

3. I haven't been driving by her work or parents house at all since this whole thing started. When she first left, I was constantly checking her and her friend's facebook for any hints of what she was doing.

 

I haven't been to her facebook page in two weeks.

 

4. I have been jogging every day, at least enough to break a sweat and sometimes as much as 5-6 miles. I have lost about 20 pounds!!!

 

Small victories, for sure... but victories none the less.

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hopesndreams

WTG foamy!!

 

I wanted to do the skydiving thing last year at this time but every weekend I got the nerve to go, it rained.

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