Regularguy13 Posted June 13, 2010 Share Posted June 13, 2010 Okay so ther's this girl she's sooo amazingly awesome...i mean she's totally good in her studies...she's an awesome dancer...and reaaaaly grea girlfriend i mean like she looks awesome has a great personality and cooks and cleans and loves me too...she's sooo damn beautiful like everytime i look at her walking towards me the sun shining on her hair the way her eyes are beaming at me the smile on her face...i sent a silent thanks to God everytime...so here's the deal Me i'm the opposite i mean i ain't basically good at anything...i'm just an Average guy...i don't have the perfect grades but i manage sometimes i don't...i don't have my future set out infront of me and stuff like her but that doesn't mean i couldn't i'm the type of guy who's okay all the time y'know?...the regular guy that's me...and the thing is i'm in a serious relationship with the Best girl in the world yeah?!!! unbeleivable!!!...but true...All these other guys are sooo jealous and i keep hearing other guys saying that i don't deserve her and stuff...and y'know it's true i don't i guess...but i really love her i do...she makes me feel great she makes me feel like i actually do belong in this world...and everythings great she's been real understanding and Soooo caring and loving and everything and she even lived me for 4 days until she went home for spring break...okay so here's my problem...i think all my insecurities are starting to make me feel like every male that comes near her are my enemies and a threat to me and her a threat to our relationship that is...she so much as touches a guy and i'm jealous and filled with this really bad feeling it's sooooo rediculous i don't know what it is and i dunno what to do...and it's especially bad as we'r in a dance troop...and well she's main in all the major couple latin dances...everytime she goes to dance and i have to watch her i die...i feel a knife in my gut slowly twisting as i see her dance with some other guy...the thing is i trust her and I DON"T WANNA FEEL LIKE THIS THIS IS DRIVING ME CRAAAAAZZZZY!!!...sometimes when i close my eyes it's like my subconcious makes these mental sequences of her and her dance partner cheating on me behind my back...i think i'm going insane i even started having nightmares...i talked to her about it...and we had like sooo many fights about this...she even refused to dance forever with anyone else...but it breaks my heart i don't wanna hold her back...i know she won't cheat on me or anything but why does it hurt so much??????? Link to post Share on other sites
popey Posted June 13, 2010 Share Posted June 13, 2010 ok, I'm not sure I really understood this whole post, but I think the bottom line is you trust her, but don't want her to dance w/ other men even though you and she are dancers. You absolutely need to get over that. if you can't, you need to find a different area of interest that is less physical and maybe then less threatening. Link to post Share on other sites
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