Self Control

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I some times lack self control. I am currently working on a project that requires DAILY work. It's the kind of thing that can't be acomplished unless I make sure to put in the time.

 

I find myself BORED out of my mind working on MEMORIZING/LEARNING/PRACTICING all the things that I need to do DAILY.

 

Today I barely worked on it at all and its already almost 5pm.

 

I stand to gain everything or LOSE a lot depending on the out come.

 

I KNOW what I need to do yet I find myself distracted by anything and everything.

 

I feel the deadline fast aproaching and I welcome it... but in the end if that deadline comes and I continue the way I have been its like I'm gambling with my future.

 

The deadline is the end of THIS MONTH by the way.

 

If I don't finish what I'm working on I stand to lose at a minimum a sht load of money/time/face.

 

Sorry to be so vague but I don't want to give myself away to any of the people who could figure this out if I gave more detail.

 

I Did so good in the begining, but I got SO TIRED. I'm just having trouble figuring a way to control myself. I know what I want to do and how to do it... I just get so BORED... SO bored.