Time & changes, when seems lost!

[monkey]

Why do people claim they know the future, when they don't. People often speak with their current emotions, my s/o always told me to be positive & never say never, but now she says different about us. This i believe is because the current feeling between us could be better, as in the past haven't respected her space.

 

Does anyone have experience of reconciliation happening when all was once seemed lost & said things one minute & then after time, things have changed.

 

I sure know that i say things in anger that i don't mean.

I know you all may think i'm looking for things i want to hear, but still i'm open to the fact that they may not turn out my way, because i not know the future & neither does she. I just always will try!

It just annoys me that someone who is so optimistic like my s/o, always criticised me for my pessemism & now the roles are reversed.

[monkey]

I'm just rambling again because all my dreams have temporarily ended.

Going to live & work in another country with someone i love is everything i ever wanted & when i met this girl, my whole life seemed to fall into place, my dream had come true. & now i'm back & she currently doesn't want to see me, because of my illness & how it made her feel, i'm so guilty for this, but why does she say such hurting things about never wanting to be with me again, i understand mabe she's scared i may be like it again.. That, i'm working on with my therapy, but i can't give up on this, or i'll forever look back with regret. A pain i can't take.

 

I just can't wait for the time we can be adult about this. If i'd hit or cheated on her, i'd understand...but i was ill!

[caretoomuch]

Maybe we should all act like children, they seem to make everything simple ... it is the pathetic adults that overcomplicate simple situations.