She cheated, walked out and i still want her back

[tank]

Thanks wrencn, we will both be able to get off the ride someday. But mine keeps going, she hasnt taken care of her finances yet and her pay still got deposited into my account. I cant begin to wonder why she wouldnt take care of this responsibility especially when she is with holding her child support. Is she stupid, to top it all off, she is helping her mother with a renovation project they started last winter at her expense. My MIL asked if i would allow her to help, and I said yes but i wouldnt give any money towards the project and I knew my MIL didnt have any money. MIl was upset and talked to my ex who said no problem she would take care of the materials. So im getting work done on my house and a) im not providing the cash, and b) im not providing the labour. Sounds like a win/win to me. She knows she has to be gone by 5:00 for when i get home, she aske dif i wanted her to cook dinner and i told her thanks for the offer, but i enjoy that part of my day. Its when i get to be centralizd with my family and hear about all the wonderful things that happened while i was at work. Boy did that hurt, i could hear the tears running down her face. I shouldnt take joy in this, but it does make me feel better.