dudotea Posted July 23, 2010 Share Posted July 23, 2010 So here it goes... So I met my partner and all was going well until she kept on making inuendos about my body. It wasn't what she found attractive. I, being in such a bad state (found out dad was about to die) tried to do my best and get my body in shape. She kept on bringing up the issue, I was trying my best, I was working trying to pay for us and all (I did find her going on a hookup website). So I cheated out of anger. I hurt myself so badly by doing so, but it was a choice I made and I have to live with it.. Since then I've helped by paying basically everything. She doesn't know. I do love her but the pain still comes up to the point of being debilitating. I just felt like for all I was doing for someone they were just so horrid to me that I felt justified at the time. I just feel so lost and love her because we do mesh well. I just cant forgive myself for this instance. Link to post Share on other sites
Bryanp Posted July 23, 2010 Share Posted July 23, 2010 Maybe you should ask yourself why you are staying with a person and paying all the bills who continues to insult and make you feel bad about yourself. Why would you love a person who hurts you this way? Link to post Share on other sites
Green Posted July 23, 2010 Share Posted July 23, 2010 So you love her but she hurts you and you cheat on her. Sounds like a messed up situation. Why not break up with her and start over where you are honest about things. Link to post Share on other sites
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