BrokenHeartedBoy Posted August 1, 2010 Share Posted August 1, 2010 (edited) Hello! I'm the average teenage guy... I'm gay... To start off as... I need help... Listen... I met this guy on facebook... He accepted me as a friend when I added him... the next day i started a conversation with him to get to know him a little more... "What school you go to?" the small things... Nothing outrageous... We talked for a little... I'd try to get his attention and pst him at times... NO RESPONCE was given... FOR 1 WEEK!!! the next week on a friday I posted on my status something about playing a game I haven't played in awhile... he immediatly psted me on facebook, less then 2 SECONDS of me posting that... with "I play as well!!! ;)" so we talked about the game and **** and blah blah blah... how we were going to play together... I tried to talk to him within the rest of the week... NO RESPONSE... until we talked... WE TALKED FOR A THE WHOLE NEXT WEEK EVERY SINGLE DAY... About sexual things, sexual history, etc... He lied a lot about his sexual history.... Everything he said was a constant lie... When I was SOOOO 100% honest... He continued to say "I never ****ed" this and that... I realized... This guys playing **** storm games... As days went by we talked we got to know each other more... I'd ask him questions though... NO RESPONSE... at this point we'd only talk on the game btw... He refuses to answer me on facebook or texts or calls... I tried to get him to break on a website called formspring by pretending to be random people asking him questions... He sais "Sure, i'll **** you." and etc... I was pissed off... Although he was smart enough to say "Nope." to my questions did u ever **** n stuff... We really did get to the point where he only would give me his number if I sent him pictures of my me nude... so he did... It took me a couple days to think it through... clarified to him it had to be a secret... he approved... I sent the pictures... I refused to want to give him a full body picture... I just lied and said "My thing won't send you the picture" etc... so i continued to "apoligize" i told him I dont do this for anyone else and never have, which I dont and never did.... and so forth I told him he was lucky I never felt this way for anyone before... he continued to reply with "good" I told him I really liked him several times days here and there... the only answer I got was "good" LIKE R U KIDDING ME... so things went by.... continued to try to contact him outside the game... he wont answer me on facebook EVER EVER EVER... or ever return my texts even when I send 3 in 1 day... SO i started to call him within the next week for the first times... I GOT NO ANSWER... He ignored all my calls when I called him... i messaged him in game id go on vacation to the beach with just me and my cuzin... he said " aww ill miss you on vaca!" i guess he misunderstood and thought I wouldnt have brought my laptop lol... but then again he doesnt know me like that... so one day I went to a physic last Tuesday she told me "you're being played and lied to... do you feel that you're? cause you're by someone you have a very open head over heels obsession with" i immediately knew who... A woman who I never seen in my life that I payed money to that gave me a reading for free and wouldn't accept my money instead from the bottom of her heart told me that... I went to the physic for this whole purpose anyways... to see if she read me and seen what I was seeing in my brain and to see if she would confirm how I felt and if it was true.. Sadly... she claims it was true... Physics are officially real... I felt horrible... She said "This was destined to happen... He may be the one for you if you state your true feelings and make him open up to and stop is chaos playing attitude... It's my advice from the bottom of my heart" I soon couldnt wait to get back to the motel to get on the computer and write my feelings to him on the game... Such as "I feel strongly for you, I wanna go further... I wanna contact you but I feel like you dont want to contact me back... we can keep r relationship a secret cause im not out to my family.... make decisions for yourself try to trust me. I want u to trust me and open up to meee" he replyed within the next day saying "I feel strongly for you too! I wanna go further too. (: I do trust you... im not out to my family either that im gay so maybe we should keep it a secret (:" i completely was sooooo happy... I cringled up into a more obsession behaviour torwards him... Every night i'd do things on the game and level up and stuff and send him ingame things such a gold(the funds used to buy things in the game) and stuff... the next day I tried calling him... NO RESPONCE... I figured since he wanted to contact me more we'd then talk on the fone and stuff now... no response was given on all my attempts to try to speak to him on the fone and texts and facebook messages... SOON I just said in a facebook message "HEYYYYYY WHATSSSSZZ UP!?" WIthin a second I got replyed with "CAN YOU CALM DOWN?" I was in shock he sent that... ANOTHER MESSAGE WAS SENT AFTER THAT ONE saying "no offence or anything but you're kinda stalkerish... lol" I was crushed... I immediatly went to sleep depressed... my cuzin was there with me on vacation as all this happened he seen the messages he sent me... He thought it was funny and shocking while i was crushed... as i said I went to sleep... woke up hoping it was a dream... but I knew... It wasn't... Days and days went by... it was that tuesday-friday of vacation cause friday morning we went home... this happened within the vacation time... my vacation sucked and I ruined it by not stop thinking talking about him... I got home... I sent him a message saying about "How we can make it work with trust and loyalty and love anD I offered to go on a "date" go to dinner MY TREAT AT THE MALL where there's a resturaunt inside called Ruby Tuesdays.." I even made a OoVoo webcam thingy to contact him on i told him that i made... but that night I got the message saying "I dunno about all this i wanted to be friends alla long... i mean I dont even know you im not gonna randomly just meet you... that would be weird... like were just friends..." i sent millions of messages to him after getting that... It missed me off how someone can tell me they feel the same for me then lie and then say "you wanted to be friends alla long... BULL****... friends dont give each other nude pictures... he didnt give me one of him I gave him one of me as I said for exchange for his fone number... I sent him a **** STORM of messages saying how hurt he made me and how he used his lies as stepping stones to get me on a leash and lie and play me like a violin... Eventuially he replyed back with "I didn't play me... blah blah blah... I wanted to be friends... blah blah blah..." IF YOU THOUGHT I WAS UGLY U SHOULD HAVE JUST TOLD ME DAY 1... I woulda got over it... but he brought it to this point... I told him that. He continues to say he didnt play me... But he never answered the messages saying thaat he was a liar... which prooved he musta been guilty... BUT HE PLAYD ME AND I KNEW IT... I sent him a message yesturday saying "we should just be friends with benefits... and all this stuff..." I got a simple "K" response from a ****en novel... LMFAO!!! I need help on what to do... PLZ HELP ME!!! Thats everything about the situation... PLZ HELP!!! (Ps. People said things about me meeting him and stuff before... I just never put thought into it... and didnt care... Until now... Its been a month of thinking only about him and ONLY HIMMMMMMMMMM ND NO ONE ELSE. EVEN WHEN OTHER GUYS CALL ME AND STUFF... I say "NO... LEAVE ME ALONE" My feelings for things changed... I went from loving sex all the time to being heads over heels for someone AND ONLY SOMEONE... Im inlove in my mind... But I know its just strong emotions. He lives by... VERY CLOSE AS HELL... and he just goes to a different school... everyone who lives here and goes to my school mostly knows him... thats How I found him out...... so its not a stranger...." PLZ HELP MEEE!!! I NEED STRONG ADVICE OTHER THEN "GET OVER IT!!!" THANKSS!!!! I love it more to cause he's 16 im 15... and were both 100% Italian... BY THE WAY I EVEN HAD MY CUZIN TEXT HIS NUMBER AND HE REPLYED BACK WITH "WHo's this?" in 3seconds.... AND I MADE SURE EVERYTIME I TEXTED HIM MY CUZIN TEXTED HIM RIGHT AFTER ME,... the guy would still only reply to my cuzin with "Who's this?" PS.... HE PRANK CALLED ME LAST NIGHT ON A BLOCKED ID... HE BLOCKED HIS NUMBER... I could tell it was him from the feminine voice... and from watching a video he had of himself... the voices matched... I answered it he said "hi who do you think this is?" I said "WHO THE **** IS THIS DUDE???" He said "Guess" I said "I think I know who" He said "WHO?" AND THEN MY ****EN PHONE DIED !!! I WAS PISSED WAITIING ALL NIGHT IM A DEPRESSED EATER... WAITED FOR HIM TO CALL BACK... Because u cant call back a blocked number...!!!! ANYWAYS THATS IT!!! Edited August 1, 2010 by BrokenHeartedBoy Link to post Share on other sites
scatterd Posted August 1, 2010 Share Posted August 1, 2010 I would not contact him anymore he is playing a game.Continue having fun and taking care of your self you need to stay busy.I know its hard to go NC but the longer you do it the easier it will come.You are young you will meet plenty more guys to date.He has been hurtful and I am sure you don't need anymore let downs.In time you will not care time heals us all and you have plenty of that.Im sorry you feel bad but you are to good for that.Big Hugs Link to post Share on other sites
Author BrokenHeartedBoy Posted August 1, 2010 Author Share Posted August 1, 2010 Thank you lots for your advice!!! I appreciate the fact that you took the time to read my bull****!!! You're very nice and i'm sure in real life you're a true friend... As much as I would love to stay busy though... It's hard... I really want the games to stop and for him to change and be the one... I now hope today he calls back on that 'blocked id' number... I really need to talk to him and get him to be serious... He hurts me every second of the day... He's all I tend to think about... I just can't stop... We have a lot in common... Except he's a bigger liar then I will ever be... AND... As much as I wanted to be the TOP AND BEST VILLAIN... In this situation... The line between Villain and Hero drawled down in the middle... Where he stands on the Villain side and I stand on the Hero side... It's kind of unbelievable... I opened my heart and honestly, love, and faith came out for him... He can't respect it though obviously... It takes a lot for me to open up to a man... Like I said... I'm young, but I tend to have sex way too often where now... I want just him and only him... I put down sex other's offered... Now my friends know I have an obsession... I told him I gave up sex for the time being wanting him and no one else... He doesn't know how much sex is enjoyed in my life and that he can't just appreciate or respect that someone really wants to care about him and continue a good life together with him and try to make it work... He's my dream man... TO BE HONEST... I've been so depressed that my horny and masturbation level have been demoted so low from being so outrageous to nothing but sadness and pain through the heart. Anyways... If you would like to say more, you may... I need all the help I possibly can get so something positive can happen and I can stop being so negative towards myself... And thanks again!!! Link to post Share on other sites
Author BrokenHeartedBoy Posted August 2, 2010 Author Share Posted August 2, 2010 Please help me!!! Post what you think i should do!!! I need all the help i can get!!! <3 thanks!!! )': Link to post Share on other sites
freestyle Posted August 2, 2010 Share Posted August 2, 2010 BHB I realize you want advice and help, but I took one look at your post, and decided it would be too much work to read it.........it's one giant block of text. It makes it a lot easier for the rest of us if you break things down into paragraphs with double spaces in between....like I've done here. If you repost your story, keeping it reader-friendly, you may get more responses. The truth is, a lot of people here won't bother reading a super-long post without paragraphs, it's too difficult. Just a friendly piece of advice. Link to post Share on other sites
Author BrokenHeartedBoy Posted August 2, 2010 Author Share Posted August 2, 2010 Hello! I'm the average teenage guy... I'm gay... To start off as... I need help... Listen... I met this guy on facebook... He accepted me as a friend when I added him... the next day i started a conversation with him to get to know him a little more... "What school you go to?" the small things... Nothing outrageous... We talked for a little... I'd try to get his attention and pst him at times... NO RESPONCE was given... FOR 1 WEEK!!! the next week on a friday I posted on my status something about playing a game I haven't played in awhile... he immediatly psted me on facebook, less then 2 SECONDS of me posting that... with "I play as well!!! " so we talked about the game and **** and blah blah blah... how we were going to play together... I tried to talk to him within the rest of the week... NO RESPONSE... until we talked... WE TALKED FOR A THE WHOLE NEXT WEEK EVERY SINGLE DAY... About sexual things, sexual history, etc... He lied a lot about his sexual history.... Everything he said was a constant lie... When I was SOOOO 100% honest... He continued to say "I never ****ed" this and that... I realized... This guys playing **** storm games... As days went by we talked we got to know each other more... I'd ask him questions though... NO RESPONSE... at this point we'd only talk on the game btw... He refuses to answer me on facebook or texts or calls... I tried to get him to break on a website called formspring by pretending to be random people asking him questions... He sais "Sure, i'll **** you." and etc... I was pissed off... Although he was smart enough to say "Nope." to my questions did u ever **** n stuff... We really did get to the point where he only would give me his number if I sent him pictures of my me nude... so he did... It took me a couple days to think it through... clarified to him it had to be a secret... he approved... I sent the pictures... I refused to want to give him a full body picture... I just lied and said "My thing won't send you the picture" etc... so i continued to "apoligize" i told him I dont do this for anyone else and never have, which I dont and never did.... and so forth I told him he was lucky I never felt this way for anyone before... he continued to reply with "good" I told him I really liked him several times days here and there... the only answer I got was "good" LIKE R U KIDDING ME... so things went by.... continued to try to contact him outside the game... he wont answer me on facebook EVER EVER EVER... or ever return my texts even when I send 3 in 1 day... SO i started to call him within the next week for the first times... I GOT NO ANSWER... He ignored all my calls when I called him... i messaged him in game id go on vacation to the beach with just me and my cuzin... he said " aww ill miss you on vaca!" i guess he misunderstood and thought I wouldnt have brought my laptop lol... but then again he doesnt know me like that... so one day I went to a physic last Tuesday she told me "you're being played and lied to... do you feel that you're? cause you're by someone you have a very open head over heels obsession with" i immediately knew who... A woman who I never seen in my life that I payed money to that gave me a reading for free and wouldn't accept my money instead from the bottom of her heart told me that... I went to the physic for this whole purpose anyways... to see if she read me and seen what I was seeing in my brain and to see if she would confirm how I felt and if it was true.. Sadly... she claims it was true... Physics are officially real... I felt horrible... She said "This was destined to happen... He may be the one for you if you state your true feelings and make him open up to and stop is chaos playing attitude... It's my advice from the bottom of my heart" I soon couldnt wait to get back to the motel to get on the computer and write my feelings to him on the game... Such as "I feel strongly for you, I wanna go further... I wanna contact you but I feel like you dont want to contact me back... we can keep r relationship a secret cause im not out to my family.... make decisions for yourself try to trust me. I want u to trust me and open up to meee" he replyed within the next day saying "I feel strongly for you too! I wanna go further too. (: I do trust you... im not out to my family either that im gay so maybe we should keep it a secret (:" i completely was sooooo happy... I cringled up into a more obsession behaviour torwards him... Every night i'd do things on the game and level up and stuff and send him ingame things such a gold(the funds used to buy things in the game) and stuff... the next day I tried calling him... NO RESPONCE... I figured since he wanted to contact me more we'd then talk on the fone and stuff now... no response was given on all my attempts to try to speak to him on the fone and texts and facebook messages... SOON I just said in a facebook message "HEYYYYYY WHATSSSSZZ UP!?" WIthin a second I got replyed with "CAN YOU CALM DOWN?" I was in shock he sent that... ANOTHER MESSAGE WAS SENT AFTER THAT ONE saying "no offence or anything but you're kinda stalkerish... lol" I was crushed... I immediatly went to sleep depressed... my cuzin was there with me on vacation as all this happened he seen the messages he sent me... He thought it was funny and shocking while i was crushed... as i said I went to sleep... woke up hoping it was a dream... but I knew... It wasn't... Days and days went by... it was that tuesday-friday of vacation cause friday morning we went home... this happened within the vacation time... my vacation sucked and I ruined it by not stop thinking talking about him... I got home... I sent him a message saying about "How we can make it work with trust and loyalty and love anD I offered to go on a "date" go to dinner MY TREAT AT THE MALL where there's a resturaunt inside called Ruby Tuesdays.." I even made a OoVoo webcam thingy to contact him on i told him that i made... but that night I got the message saying "I dunno about all this i wanted to be friends alla long... i mean I dont even know you im not gonna randomly just meet you... that would be weird... like were just friends..." i sent millions of messages to him after getting that... It missed me off how someone can tell me they feel the same for me then lie and then say "you wanted to be friends alla long... BULL****... friends dont give each other nude pictures... he didnt give me one of him I gave him one of me as I said for exchange for his fone number... I sent him a **** STORM of messages saying how hurt he made me and how he used his lies as stepping stones to get me on a leash and lie and play me like a violin... Eventuially he replyed back with "I didn't play me... blah blah blah... I wanted to be friends... blah blah blah..." IF YOU THOUGHT I WAS UGLY U SHOULD HAVE JUST TOLD ME DAY 1... I woulda got over it... but he brought it to this point... I told him that. He continues to say he didnt play me... But he never answered the messages saying thaat he was a liar... which prooved he musta been guilty... BUT HE PLAYD ME AND I KNEW IT... I sent him a message yesturday saying "we should just be friends with benefits... and all this stuff..." I got a simple "K" response from a ****en novel... LMFAO!!! I need help on what to do... PLZ HELP ME!!! Thats everything about the situation... PLZ HELP!!! (Ps. People said things about me meeting him and stuff before... I just never put thought into it... and didnt care... Until now... Its been a month of thinking only about him and ONLY HIMMMMMMMMMM ND NO ONE ELSE. EVEN WHEN OTHER GUYS CALL ME AND STUFF... I say "NO... LEAVE ME ALONE" My feelings for things changed... I went from loving sex all the time to being heads over heels for someone AND ONLY SOMEONE... Im inlove in my mind... But I know its just strong emotions. He lives by... VERY CLOSE AS HELL... and he just goes to a different school... everyone who lives here and goes to my school mostly knows him... thats How I found him out...... so its not a stranger...." PLZ HELP MEEE!!! I NEED STRONG ADVICE OTHER THEN "GET OVER IT!!!" THANKSS!!!! I love it more to cause he's 16 im 15... and were both 100% Italian... BY THE WAY I EVEN HAD MY CUZIN TEXT HIS NUMBER AND HE REPLYED BACK WITH "WHo's this?" in 3seconds.... AND I MADE SURE EVERYTIME I TEXTED HIM MY CUZIN TEXTED HIM RIGHT AFTER ME,... the guy would still only reply to my cuzin with "Who's this?" PS.... HE PRANK CALLED ME LAST NIGHT ON A BLOCKED ID... HE BLOCKED HIS NUMBER... I could tell it was him from the feminine voice... and from watching a video he had of himself... the voices matched... I answered it he said "hi who do you think this is?" I said "WHO THE **** IS THIS DUDE???" He said "Guess" I said "I think I know who" He said "WHO?" AND THEN MY ****EN PHONE DIED !!! I WAS PISSED WAITIING ALL NIGHT IM A DEPRESSED EATER... WAITED FOR HIM TO CALL BACK... Because u cant call back a blocked number Link to post Share on other sites
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