I want her badly

[klli]

Hey guys this is a long story thats been going over a few weeks. A bit of background information, me and this girl have gone to school together thought we never talked much or anything and after we both finished our year 12 we became freinds and in the last 3 months we have become close freinds and she tells me things she doesnt tell anyone else.

 

1. Me and this freind of mine have become close and are great friends and hang out all the time

2. I develope feelings for her and keep it tomyself for about 2 weeks

3. I tell one of my freinds and i find out that people have been talking about me and her being together for sometime.

4. i decieded im going to ask her out.

5. I didint want this to be one of those things where i just decided i like someone when i didint truly like them. I decided to do somethign to prove to myself how badly i wanted her and to show her how badly i wanted her and how much im willing to give for her.

6. I rode my bike 120km through the night from 10.30 pm - 4.30 am ( im a sporty guy and do marital arts and ride a road bike never ridden more than 20km thought). It was a ride unlike anyother and the feeling of completing it is a huge satafaction and it took me to my edge somewhat.

7. Very next morning in front of all our freinds are asked her out. I treid to do it privately but things didint go according to plan. I told her about the ride for her by saying i rode 120km to prepare for this moment. She didint say anything and she sent me a msg later in the day saying i agree we have some chemistry but lets just see what happens.

8. A week goes by and i talk to all our freinds about it and see if anyone can tell me what shes saying, everyone says she keeps saying she doesnt know what to do

9. So i speak to her about it and im like look i gave so much for u at least give me and answer soon even if its a no, and she says maybe you should findsomeone better, and im like wt* seriously? and shes like look ok maybe ill see, so i say ok

10. another week passes by and i started talking to my freinds agian and people say she is still confsued

11. yesterday i go to this party of a good ferind of mine who used to like her last year and they nearly went out and somethign happened and they sortated went their own ways but now they are just freinds.

12. Basically he pulled me over and told me hes been msing her about me asking if there was anythign between me and her ( he didint know i asked her out). She told him everythign and said that im not her type, and shes not sure if shes ready for a releltnisphip. He then said If i asked you out would you say yes, and she replied wiht sure on a couple of casual dates. ( WTF IS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN! not that he is going on them he has someone else now).

13. My freind is a great guy but all he does is smoke weed and drink and party all day. He just wants sex, and i want more than that. The girl im after has always expressed how she is a complete anti drug person and that she has dreams and stuff like that. Yet she will give an instatn yes to him but to me, the guy wiht dreams, who has goals in life and is willing to give so much its a lets just see what happens!

14. I told her best ferind about what happened and her best friend said she knows and she hoped i didint find out but said she is really dissaponinted in her and everyone else is as well.

15. The girl i asked out then sends me a msg saying wt* why is eveyrone annoyed at her and its my fault. I said i havent done anything and all i wanted was an answer and now im gettig hurt. And she said ok fine under the conditions that what happens between me and her stays between me and her she will go on a date with me and see what happens. I said ok

 

16. Now before the date im meeting up wiht her cause i said i want to talk to her. Im goona ask her why is this freind of mine getting and instant yes and not me, what does he have that i dont have ( she even said im better looking than him before), why would she do this and evne think about going out wiht him before even saying no to me, and im goona make it clear than im not going on a date wiht her if she is going just so everyone wont be pissed at her anymore. Im also goona say why are u going on this date with me if im not ur type.

 

Through all this all her freinds supported her and said that she should go out wiht me and that im a good guy, and now i feel that shes disrespected me. Depending on her answers to those questions, im either goona go on the date or im going to say you know what your right i should find someone better who isnt going to disrespect me like this and who is also goona be willing to give the same level of commitment im willing to give.

 

Update: Today i spoke to her and me and her i open and i brought it all up. I said i hope im not preassuring you into this and she said yes the date was a preassured decision and im glad you brought it up and aploigized. And when i brought up the other guy she just gigggled and said it was just a joke and she did it becuase she slightly knew i would find out and she wanted to mess wiht everyone and promised me she has nothing for him at all ( i believe her cause she hasnt lied to me before).

 

She told me the whole time when she said lets see what happens she acutally ment it and that she felt that me and her might have somethign but just wanted to see how things went, when all along i just thought she just couldnt say no to me scared of how i would react to it. And we both said that we should be freinds for now and once again went back to teasing eachother and had a fun time with her today. She played me and she keeps teasing me about how i scrwed up and how she is the dominant one and what not. Now i want her so much more badly for some reason and i really like her.

 

Im wondering if i should now play hard to get ( if so how) cause i feel she has been playing hard to get this whole time, or what should i do cause i really like her?