buckeye Posted August 13, 2010 Share Posted August 13, 2010 Well, two weeks ago today was the official end of my marriage. The first week was pretty tough. Lots of crying, lots of beer, lots of loneliness. This week I'm pretty much cried out. A numbness came over me along with an empty feeling. I had short bouts of being angry. Last night it finally hit me. I was just as unhappy in our marriage as she was. I thought I could fix it but she didn't want to. The bottom line is although I did my fair share of screwing up the marriage, she was the one who ended it, and maybe, just maybe, set me free from the pain and stress of being with her. I'm even starting to get to the point of not caring about her "friendship" with the MM. Her "friendship" with the MM probably did more to help me come to the conclusion that I no longer wish to be with her than anything. Why would I want to be with someone who would run around with another woman's husband? I don't respect people that run around like that. I know there will be down days ahead, but as for now I'm seeing light at the end of the tunnel. My hope is that all of us here will find peace and contentment in our lives. Link to post Share on other sites
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