Don't Know What To Think!!

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[sIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I was dumped by my fiancée of 14yrs 5 months ago, told me he wasn’t happy for 5-6 years. This was news to me!! I’ll try to keep this part brief, started a business for him 7 yrs ago, 1 ½ yrs in he was diagnosed with Bipolar and everything went downhill from there. He worked by himself and would be home by himself for most of the day until I came home at 6pm. He constantly complained how lonely he was and felt alone all the time. Not sure what I could of done since I worked full time and also ran the back end of the business. I was stressed to the max and admit I didn’t handle things properly. Then a family member moved in with us unexpectedly and that was the last straw and he had enough and walked away. He still kept in touch since we own a home together and at times he was nice and others very nasty. We tried to give it another try 4 months in but it ended 2 months later. Now I see that it was to soon to try to reconcile. Well I moved out and he moved into our home. I was starting to move on with my life dating, etc., but I couldn’t stop thinking about him or stop the love that I have for him. He would still make contact with me every 3 to 4 days and of course I would cave in and talk with him. I met a guy(he’s a friend of a friend of my ex) and started dating him and he found out, doesn’t know who he is but was very upset as to how I could have a boyfriend after a couple of months of us breaking up. I don’t get this, he left me. He starts telling me that he never wanted this to happen that he still loves me and always will. He said he was very upset because he sees how much I’ve changed(back to my old fun loving self) and that’s all he ever wanted is me the way I was in the beginning and how I am now. Well he’s gone moved out of the state 3 weeks ago and hasn’t stopped contacting me. Asking how I am, telling me he truly misses me and how much he loves me. Making comments about if we ever get back together. I’m so blown away I don’t know what to think and don’t know if I should believe any of this. We still text and joke around but he still brings up the boyfriend, which I am no longer with and told him. I don’t understand why this hurts him so much, telling me that it feels like I cheated on him. I know he’s slept around and it does bother me a little but I understand because we are no longer together. I don’t know what to do if he finds out that I dated someone he knows. I know that wasn’t to smart on my part but I never thought he would ever mention trying again. Has anyone gone through something like this? Am I being blinded again by my love for him? I’m so confused!!! [/FONT][/sIZE]