Username37's School Log.

[benB]

My ex tried to walk up to me after class yesterday, we made eye contact she smiled and I just ignored her and kept walking. She went on a date this weekend with a guy who has screwed half her friends, so I don't feel bad about it.

[Username37]

September 14th

 

Yup she's angry. I was with one of my friends (who is a girl) and she saw us and according to my friend she gave us a really dirty stare and turned her head quickly.

 

I didn't do anything wrong...I'm living life?

[Username37]

September 16th.

 

I feel great. I'm with good friends and I'm enjoying myself.

 

And it seems like love is all around. Hope my ex feels bad

 

OH AND 4 MONTHS BROKEN UP

Edited September 17, 2010 by Username37

[Username37]

September 17

 

HOLY ****

 

I collided into my ex today. I was running to meet my friends and who do I run into? The ex. I pushed her on accident

 

Ah well. Anyways I'm doing alright. I have my eye on someone else so that's something

[Leandro]

looking good! I wish I could run into my ex and "accidentally" push her. I'll make sure to transfer my hate to her.

 

Other girl? nice! I have a weight training class today and I'm the only guy out of 20 people. Being single isn't bad now. It's my ex's loss.

[PegNosePete]

I have a weight training class today and I'm the only guy out of 20 people.

Damn, I am moving to Texas!!

[Username37]

looking good! I wish I could run into my ex and "accidentally" push her. I'll make sure to transfer my hate to her.

 

Other girl? nice! I have a weight training class today and I'm the only guy out of 20 people. Being single isn't bad now. It's my ex's loss.

 

Hahaha it felt pretty good. She looked surprised too. Probably expected me to still be mopey around her and all that ****.

 

Dude! Take those girls to the gun show or direct them to muscle beach hahaha

[lullaby]

September 17

 

HOLY ****

 

I collided into my ex today. I was running to meet my friends and who do I run into? The ex. I pushed her on accident

 

Ah well. Anyways I'm doing alright. I have my eye on someone else so that's something

 

Good for you my friend!!!! So there's someone else you like! see??

 

of course she's going to expect you to be mouring over her, depressed and miserable, it boosts her confidence but very well done.

 

Keep the strong attitude, making new friends, having fun

[Username37]

September 20th.

 

Doing good everyone.

 

The tension is still killer though. I can feel hate. I know I shouldn't care, but it bugs me and for some strange reason, I'm kinda enjoying it? I'm weird haha

[Username37]

Well my time has come guys....the news that fears us dumpees.

 

My ex has a new boyfriend now.

[Username37]

Wow, I totally abandoned my log.

 

Anyways October 16th.

 

It's my HC. If you guys didn't know, I'm still in HS (senior!)

 

Anyways here's the story. I was going to be in this REALLY huge group for HC and according to a friend, they kicked me and my date out because my ex was gonna be there with her new bf. Some believe it was by her request too.

 

I'm afraid to see them together tonight. I went to HC with my ex twice and it's so painful seeing her with someone else.

 

They're going to have a party at the end of the night too and God knows what they're going to do :/

[Leandro]

Wow, I totally abandoned my log.

 

Anyways October 16th.

 

It's my HC. If you guys didn't know, I'm still in HS (senior!)

 

Anyways here's the story. I was going to be in this REALLY huge group for HC and according to a friend, they kicked me and my date out because my ex was gonna be there with her new bf. Some believe it was by her request too.

 

I'm afraid to see them together tonight. I went to HC with my ex twice and it's so painful seeing her with someone else.

 

They're going to have a party at the end of the night too and God knows what they're going to do :/

That's pretty messed up of the group. If it was by her request, it might mean she's just not over you yet and she doesn't want to see you with another girl. I know it sucks. my ex is with her new man and they are probably going to to to prom together. It sucks!! Try not to worry about it. Focus on your date or something.

[Username37]

That's pretty messed up of the group. If it was by her request, it might mean she's just not over you yet and she doesn't want to see you with another girl. I know it sucks. my ex is with her new man and they are probably going to to to prom together. It sucks!! Try not to worry about it. Focus on your date or something.

 

Hopefully its just that. Or she's just a bitch. I'm confused about their relationship. I'm not sure if it's official or a secret. It's confusing. This girl that I'm with is someone that she HATED when I was with her. My ex thought I was cheating on her with this girl XD Maybe she's trying to one up me or was hurt that I found a date before she did.

 

According to some friends, she was struggling to find a HC date and all of a sudden, I get news that she's going with her "boyfriend". This happened all in a week.

[Leandro]

Hopefully its just that. Or she's just a bitch. I'm confused about their relationship. I'm not sure if it's official or a secret. It's confusing. This girl that I'm with is someone that she HATED when I was with her. My ex thought I was cheating on her with this girl XD Maybe she's trying to one up me or was hurt that I found a date before she did.

 

According to some friends, she was struggling to find a HC date and all of a sudden, I get news that she's going with her "boyfriend". This happened all in a week.

How do you feel about your date? Do you like her as a friend? more than a friend? what about her?

[Username37]

How do you feel about your date? Do you like her as a friend? more than a friend? what about her?

 

My date is a really good friend of mine and everyone believes that we would make a terrific couple. I never really stored her in the "friend zone" because I kinda thought that we would make a good couple. Problem is....I'm not over my ex obviously and I refuse to use her as a rebound you know what I mean?

 

And no, I'm not going with her in order to piss off my ex. Although I believe that me going with her kinda did.

[Leandro]

My date is a really good friend of mine and everyone believes that we would make a terrific couple. I never really stored her in the "friend zone" because I kinda thought that we would make a good couple. Problem is....I'm not over my ex obviously and I refuse to use her as a rebound you know what I mean?

 

And no, I'm not going with her in order to piss off my ex. Although I believe that me going with her kinda did.

That's good that you don't want to use her as a rebound. Maybe you and your date have a future together. Maybe your ex leaving you was a good thing so you could get with this girl. You're doing pretty good I think.

[Username37]

That's good that you don't want to use her as a rebound. Maybe you and your date have a future together. Maybe your ex leaving you was a good thing so you could get with this girl. You're doing pretty good I think.

 

Hahaha people told me that

 

And idk, I still find my ex REALLY attractive. I always thought she was beautiful. I got with her when she was pretty fat and now that she lost all that weight she looks incredible. And I'm mad that this new guy is getting her.

[Leandro]

Hahaha people told me that

 

And idk, I still find my ex REALLY attractive. I always thought she was beautiful. I got with her when she was pretty fat and now that she lost all that weight she looks incredible. And I'm mad that this new guy is getting her.

Well I'm sure you do. I haven't seen my ex in a while and I'm pretty sure I'm still attracted to her. I hear you about the guy thing. It sucks.

[Billie The Puppet]

Hahaha people told me that

 

And idk, I still find my ex REALLY attractive. I always thought she was beautiful. I got with her when she was pretty fat and now that she lost all that weight she looks incredible. And I'm mad that this new guy is getting her.

 

My ex, wasn't a small girl either and actually wasn't my type she was very flirtatious and that's what won me over. Over the years we were together she just became so beautiful to me. I gained a lot of weight while with her though because we went out to eat a lot. Fine and Dine as well as in and out fast food.

 

I put on about 70 pounds in 2.75 years with her. I've dropped 40 of that in the 2.5 months since she broke up with me and she got a new man.

 

Now she herself has lost weight and she looks really good but that may attribute to the I want what I can't have sort of thing.

 

We need to stop thinking of them which is so hard.

 

I wish the movie inception was really possible.

[Username37]

My ex, wasn't a small girl either and actually wasn't my type she was very flirtatious and that's what won me over. Over the years we were together she just became so beautiful to me. I gained a lot of weight while with her though because we went out to eat a lot. Fine and Dine as well as in and out fast food.

 

I put on about 70 pounds in 2.75 years with her. I've dropped 40 of that in the 2.5 months since she broke up with me and she got a new man.

 

Now she herself has lost weight and she looks really good but that may attribute to the I want what I can't have sort of thing.

 

We need to stop thinking of them which is so hard.

 

I wish the movie inception was really possible.

 

My ex wasn't flirty when I met her, she was so sweet. I also gained a lot of weight from her too (she made me a lot of sweets and we got fast food a lot). She too also gained weight and she use to joke (I hope she was joking) about how me dating her was the reason she was getting bigger.

 

When she dumped me, I lost 10 pounds. Now I'm getting more built and she's looking skinner.

 

I have to stop thinking about her. It's damn tough

[Username37]

Homecoming = over

 

Saw the ex a few times. They danced, and held hands. It stung. They also attended a party afterward and had a hella big group so God knows what they did.

 

I had a small group. We didn't really have a crazy night but it was still fine.

 

And on another note: I got my first driving ticket Scariest ****ing feeling EVER.

[Leandro]

Homecoming = over

 

Saw the ex a few times. They danced, and held hands. It stung. They also attended a party afterward and had a hella big group so God knows what they did.

 

I had a small group. We didn't really have a crazy night but it was still fine.

 

And on another note: I got my first driving ticket Scariest ****ing feeling EVER.

You were very strong for not breaking down. Did you and your date have fun?

[Username37]

You were very strong for not breaking down. Did you and your date have fun?

 

My heart was pounding and had a slight headache but it wasn't a total break down like when I found out she hooked up with someone. I guess I'm use to her **** now.

 

As for me and my date, yeah we did. We just had a really chill night haha

[Leandro]

As for me and my date, yeah we did. We just had a really chill night haha

 

Well that's good. I hope everything works out with you and this new girl after your feelings for your ex go away.

[Username37]

Well that's good. I hope everything works out with you and this new girl after your feelings for your ex go away.

 

Thanks man

 

 

I cant seem to stop thinking about what my ex did with her new boyfriend yesterday. And I'm mad at the **** she said to me post break up still. She sent me a note saying "high school relationships are small in hindsight" and "I won't be in another relationship blah blah" and what does she do? Has a new bf.

 

I hate that liar. She basically saying the relationship was a waste of time and forgetable.