More Dilemas

[Colt2187]

Great, now I'm having problems w/ my sister. She's the closest person to me and we have always understood eachother. We always talk, hold eachother's secrets, and are practically best friends. But I feel like I'm drifting away from not only her but my whole family. Lately I've been pissed off more and I'm never usually pissed off. I always let things slide or not let things bother me.

 

For example I'm out w/ my mom and sister driving to the mall and other various stores. We were all having a good time until about 2 hours into our day. I'm trying to find a parking spot and my mom starts to become a backseat driver. I'm like I know what I'm doing mom don't worry. And to make things worse other drivers are pissing me off b/c I'm trying to get into a freggin parking spot but they're up my rear bumper and won't move out of the way. So my mom and sister are like (in an annoyed tone) just drive around and get another 1, so I move and the ****ing car I was waiting for pulls out. And of course by this point I'm boiling and trying to keep it in. Then my mom says "Oh there's one up there" and I say "That was the one I was waiting for!!" Then she gets pissed off and I try to tell her y I'm pissed off and she gives me that "Don't talk back to me" ****.

 

Then I say I'll just wait in the car and my sister thought I got mad over a parking spot and says "Why are you doing this? It's just a parking spot. Why do you have to be pissed off at everyone? Why do you have to ruin a good day?" and I don't feel like talking I'm pissed off, and tired then she kicks me out of the car and I just sit outside of the mall on a bench for half an hour.

 

I told my sister while she was yelling at me in the car that I was mad b/c my mom doesn't trust me but now that I look at it, I was really mad b/c my mom makes me feel like I'm stupid. I tried telling that to my mom but she gave me the "don't talk back to me" line which cause me to go in the car and get kicked out by my sister. My mom, she just makes me feel so dumb and I don't know why she treats me like that, maybe she wants me to stay a little boy forever I dunno.

 

And the thing that pissed me off about my sister is that she thinks she can solve all of my problems. Everytime I'm upset and I want her to leave me alone, she always gets in my face and tries to get the reasons why I'm angry or sad out of me. And it just pisses me off why can't she just give me my space.

 

Maybe my sister is right and I should stop being mad about everything. Nut I can't just ake up and pretend everything is alright. Everytime I try to do that somethign else just pisses me off and I don't know why. I am a cool tempered guy and I never let things bother me but all this anger just started recently and I don't know what to do.

 

I ask God for help but he hasn't help me yet. I feel like he abandoned me or something. I mean nothing is going right socially, family, and school wise. I feel like all this pressure is crushing me and I don't know what to do, this is a new experience for me.

 

I'm sorry for the long story, thanks.

[moimeme]

If you lose your sense of humour and find yourself getting annoyed at everything, it's a sign that stress is getting to you. Can you talk to your sister and mom and tell them that you're having a hard time these days? If not, can you talk to a counsellor? Your irritation is you not being able to vent or consult about the stuff that's bothering you. You need to talk this out with someone who can advise you. Don't keep it inside; it will only get worse.