cb9343 Posted October 5, 2010 Share Posted October 5, 2010 why does he feel now to contact me.. i texted him a week ago about dinner and just to be here which i know is not a good idea but did not here from him until today ...he leaves for the guards in a month and wants to do dinner before he leaves.. i just was feeling so good and i knew in my head he would do this again.. as soon as i dont give him any attention he runs back.. i want to say goodbye to him but dont think it would be good if he tries to commit.. everytime things get tough with us he runs.. had enough of that i hope the guards for the next 6 months will break him.. i also need to work on me and my confidence.. i feel since i have not talked to him i have learned so much about myself.. am i setting myself up for heart break if i meet him before he leaves? what do you think? what is he thinking? Link to post Share on other sites
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