sweetlee102 Posted October 11, 2010 Share Posted October 11, 2010 Good morning everyone and happy monday? Or not, I miss the weekend already. Well, my title states how I am feeling but I should also mention that I am overly anxoius alot. I have always been very insecure when Im in a relationship. I have been with my boyfriend for almost 3 years. The last year has been HARD mostly becasue i get jealous and paranoid over every little thing (this has always happeend the further I go into relationships) but facebook has not helped because i cant stop "checking on him" . Anyway, so he has a reunion coming up in a month. It is for a boys club that he as part of growing up, basically it was was an organization for kids and adults? for playing sports, coaching, etc, it was for girls too. There are alot of peopel going from what I see on teh facebook event page, and it am so worried he will reconnect with a girl or someone from the past and you know how the grass is always greener......... Today i was looking at it and noticed a girl going that last year i caught him texting, someone he grew up with that i dont know and he said they were texting about how hard relationships are, she is married. So now my thoughts are running crazy about how he will meet up with her chat all night yada yada yada. NOW he said if I really want to I can go too but he will be talking to people all night because there will be ALOT of people there he knows. I have no desire to go because yes it wont be fun for me. The only reason i would go is to keep any eye on him and that is no good. I just dont know how to stop feeling this way and today its going to be so hard not to bring up that i know this girl is going when I get home, that will jsut start a bit of a fight, AGAIN. Anyone been through this? I feel like crying. Link to post Share on other sites
Author sweetlee102 Posted October 11, 2010 Author Share Posted October 11, 2010 I am 32!!! How sad am i! Link to post Share on other sites
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