Ugh

[Stephie]

So its almost been 7 months and I am recovering finally... I can make it days without crying although his memory still crosses my mind everyday. I met a wonderful man a few months ago we have gone out of town together a few times and speak everyday, I think he has been part of the healing process. To have someone there to call and care for you really helps but I know he is a rebound and I feel horrible... I don't ever want someone to feel remotely close to the pain I felt when my ex left.

 

Here's the kicker I met someone else a month ago and come to find out he is friends with my cousins that live 100's of miles away. He is an hour away and came up last weekend we spent the most incredible day and evening together. He left Sunday and asked if he could see me again and if we could hang out next weekend, I said of course then that was it. I sent him a text yesterday afternoon got a small reply and haven't heard from him since... Really I give up why ask to see me again and if we could hang out then nothing. We were texting and talking everyday before this and no I did not sleep with him. Why do guys play games I hate being in the single dating world again??? Am I trying to hard or over thinking this, but I really liked this one?