They like "me", but don't like people "like me"

[EarthDweller]

*edit* after reading my post I must delete it sorry lol

 

I'm going crazy.. I swear. Well I'll re-word it:

 

Peole like me, they just hate I'm so avoidant and insecure. It's like having a buddy that's a cool guy and everyone's fine with him and he needs to just STFU and go out and have fun. But he's always.. quiet.. shy, like something's wrong, etc etc...

 

I do that sometimes, but it seems certain people trigger it. I'm just sick of it...

 

And I'm too old for this... I ain't in high school no more...

Edited November 20, 2010 by EarthDweller
shame

[Truthseeker-John]

Hello EarthDweller, welcome to the forum - can you go into a few more details please?

 

BTW, not everyone hates...

 

And why did you put on your reason for edit, the word "shame"?

Edited November 20, 2010 by Truthseeker-John

[EarthDweller]

Hello EarthDweller, welcome to the forum - can you go into a few more details please?

 

BTW, not everyone hates...

 

And why did you put on your reason for edit, the word "shame"?

 

thanks man, I was just having one of 'those nights'.. Shame cause I wrote out too much personal info that should really only stay in my head, but I was supposed to say these things to real people and I cowardly post online anonymously.. so, I delete, to keep it in me.

 

I know that don't hate. It's more like, when people really 'love', but are frustrated because you are not allowing it.

 

But thanks, I think I'm better now

[Truthseeker-John]

I hope it works out for you with the real person(s)...

 

If you ever feel like talking about it there are some people on here who will listen. People talk about all sorts on here.