abusive family situation with control freaks--need ...

[jennsmith]

Ive been staying with my family for a month, while they have my place 'renovated.' I was living in a house my dad owns, for the past 5 years or have been, and paying rent. I'm 31 years old and on disability/social security. Part of the reason i had the disability was because my parents tricked me into getting it, had me sign paperwork and did it b/c one is a 'doctor' and somehow i have no clue how igot it. This was so they could take control over my life...along with lots of other things they have done. They are very cruel sick people..but ive been brainwashed, confused, been put through so much trauma (their goal of course as the abusers) to keep me down so i cant make it on my own. I had been through some serious hell with an ex bf who was also a major sociopath and very evil and dangerous. I was just getting out of that,and had been asking my parents, for years to change the carpets. They finally figured...surre we'll get it renovated...but only if we can make u suffer, put u in fear then kick u out..once i realized what their horrible motives were, i told them to forget the renovations...my goals then were to collce some money and move out...otherwise i knew i would have to endure a lot of abuse and hell...but they disagreed adn said "oh NO we're DOING the renovations..AND we have conditions as well." the renovations arent being done for me..they're being done so they can then place more stipulations on me, kick me out and have other tenants. I havent known what their true intentions were until now. Ive had to stay with them for a month..while staying with them..ive had to take abuse, control, threats, have the police threatened on me, abused verbally emotionally..forced to take medication or neuroleptics or threatened to be baker acted if i don't..all while im having health or pelvic problems and its making them worse..this month has been so bad and i knew it was going to be this bad or worse...i cant leave out of town otherwise my mother calls and begins accusing me of seeing my ex and threatening/harassing me..claiming she'll get a restraining order against him or putting me in fear, trying to ruin my day or my time away..ive been terrified here that i wont be able to move back so i was nice and i had no choice. My faimly is outrageous and crazy sick people...very evil people..i have taken their abuse out of fear that iwont be able to move back into my place...and be trapped with them or who knows what they might do. they are sociopaths and capable of anything...my father gave me a list of bogus insane conditions ihave to 'fulfill' in order for me to move back into my place and be able to live there. Some include "seeing a psychiatrist and taking medication daily." He also claims that he will be 'travelling to my city more for meetings and will be staying at that place'..ie trying to have more control over me. I'll be paying my rent/bills and yet they still are throwing these odd conditions onto me. Ive had to be broken down daily, abused ,treated like dirt, dumped on, living in fear, scared to leave the house, scared to do anything out of fear of them retaliating...only to find out that once i move back, if i dont fulfill the conditions by two months i'll be 'evicted.' They claim i 'begged' for the renovations...though i explained to them that i backed out once i realized there were all tehse ridiculous stipulations involved...ive been abused terribly and broken down for a month..just rotting away..unable to work here or do anything hoping i'll be able to successfully move back into my old place...when in reality my family just had plans to want to kick me out of that place...or take their abuse and stay there and be controlled by them in various forms. My family has put me in debt 12,000 with the govt/social security...retirement money that was the result of that debt, chceks in my name, they just took and put them in an account...to where i have no access to it and are spending it on their whim and gave me no control over it..the money they wont let me have b/c of that, i lost my social security and ssi...the more control they get..the crueller they get...and the worse they get and th more control they want....on top of all this as they want they can have me baker acted...and sent to a mental ward and destroy me even more...the things they've done to me...are so horrid, extreme..cruel....devious criminal, evil ... aside from advice on how to deal with all this ...meditation wise or mentally...which i cant imagine who could...im trynig to survive...how can a person do 'anything' to take any form of control back...stop these monsters, criminals and sadists from doing this to me....or show them they can't do this...i cant move out 'right away'.. but i plan to soon...but moving out/away isn't really stpoping them showing them they cant do anything or taking any real control..its almost like running away from monsters...is there a way to stop these sociopathic people from doing this to me..anything i say to them...results in them giving me looks of bewilderment..as if ..theyve done nothing wrong..its just the average abuser minimizing, denying...acting like...you're crazy..we've done nothing bad ot you...even that in itself is a sick form of serious abuse..but nothing compared to the horrors they've done or are doing now...no one eles helps me out b/c most people like to see others suffering...and help out the abusers...the abuse my parents have done has escalated to such extremes now...and the more abuse they do, the more they want to do after that...its more like "oh we screwed up her social security" well...now we'll show her..we'll do even worse things to her...such as had the SS hadnt been screwed up...they wouldnt have gotten worse...abusing me, is a sport to them...and they do it with such carelessness..and i dont know how to tak emy power back...now it involves my living situation...and these sociopaths gaining more control....they are deficient people...awful people...i am a victim, but worse....i dont know how to stop them..from destroying me....if i dont stpo them...they will get even worse....and even moving away...i will do that but feel its just running...that i have to undo the wrongs they've done...its not 'teach them a lesson'...these people are evil people...they have committed fraudulent, and criminal acts...i should press charges against them for the criminal things they've done, though im too scared...b/c of what they could do to me.. i am their only victim..they have no others....im not a victim but they go out fo their way to destroy my life and put me through ridiculous suffering..break me down...the worst part is..i did anything to avoid this..i know what they are capable of...but ironically i couldn't avoid it..and worse..their modes of abuse are so..systematic..its sa if they will not let me leave this place..until they have completely broken me down and then broken me down some more..so once i get back to my place..well then im not at peace..im struggling to survive and fulfill a bunch of insane conditions..otherwise i get kicked out and have to move again..they are trying to decimate me..on another level..and not in just living but mentally in any way possible..i dont know what i can do..no matter what im screwed..my life is also being controlled by various sociopaths...they are all jealous of each other..ie the other is getting control over me, so theyre jealous and try to take more control, break me down..the moment i try to get away from one, another strikes..so then im fending for myself and my life..and then i get away and another strikes..this is always happenin..currently im trying to deal with my nasty family, but they arent going to let me go now..and another sociopath, i had to keep on the side b/c my family was being so malicious...and that sp is jealous of my faimly's control so he tries to break me down or wants to..then my family thinks im talking to him and becomes more malicious and gets scared they will lose their control..it is a torture fest to be stuck in this and the more i try to get out, the harder it gets and once i do, then some 3rd party becomes the perpetrator to destroy/control me..and i need help from the 'others'..regardless, what my family has done to me is so mean and bad i dont know whta to do or how to deal with it..if anyone has any ideas on what a person can do in this situation...to get away from abuesrs like this, get their rights back...i feel like i have no rights..im at the mercy of sociopaths who will do anything not to kill me, but systematically cruelly destroy me...should i hire a faimly lawyer? im 31 on disability, or was, terrified, have been through many years of hell...and dont have a lot of money or whatever money that is mine my parents took...i want to get them for forgery of checks and disability fraud because that's what they did...