nsearch4u Posted November 25, 2010 Posted November 25, 2010 im new here. as new as about 10 minutes to be exact. i didnt see a "new members" area so here i am. i'm sure i'm not the first to write love letters to someone i havent met yet but its been a great way to express my thoughts. my love. my lonliness. and perhaps one day i'll share them with the love of my life. they are here if you'd look and like them love letters i hope to be a regular contributor here as well as have another place i can belong.....hopelessly romantic and in love with someone i havent met yet.....
Beccakeil Posted November 28, 2010 Posted November 28, 2010 I read your letters... They are really inspiring, but, I have to ask... why do you write them?
Author nsearch4u Posted November 28, 2010 Author Posted November 28, 2010 "i dont know" is sometimes the answer to that question. But, my mainstay reason, is because i feel connected with someone, somewhere, and its a way to communicate my love. my thoughts. my day. I used to write them in a journal but they never went any further than my thoughts or the paper i wrote them on. When i write them there, they have the ability to go all over the world, and maybe into the heart of who they're written for. If not, they at least have a life outside the cover of my journal....and outside the heart they come from. that takes me from watching life as a movie and being part of it.....not that i'm an introvert but it feels like i'm just watching a movie sometimes...... And then i say "i dont know" again......It seems foolish sometimes. I've thought of stopping on occasion but i continue. In a way, It also helps me cope, and heal from a past relationship. Acknowledging a future....accepting the "everything happens for a reason" thinking.....and looking forward to taking what i've learned in past relationships as well as about myself and focusing on the goodness that will come from it all...one day....with someone..... Thanks for reading them. I'm flattered you'd take time to look and i really appreciate it. It means a lot.....
Beccakeil Posted November 28, 2010 Posted November 28, 2010 I used to write them in a journal but they never went any further than my thoughts or the paper i wrote them on. I think I know what you mean. I write things like that in a journal. Thoughts, hopes and wishes. I'm glad you had the guts to do it I know I didn't... haha, but I still hope, so it has to be worth something. You should continue to do so They are very touching (Perhaps because I can relate) I will cheer for you from my little desk
LaraC Posted November 28, 2010 Posted November 28, 2010 I think its absolutely beautiful... As I've recently decided to end a relationship, reading your thoughts really did warm my soul. It's easy to focus on the pain of the past but your love letters, I read them as if I were saying them to someone out there I might already know or have not met yet who deserves this much devotion. And all the small romantic gestures and noticing things like the sun on his hair while we're sitting outside, reminded me of better times and I'm looking forward now to better times and happier moments to come... great wake up call, these are the relationship moments I've missed for too long! thanks for writing these.
Author nsearch4u Posted November 28, 2010 Author Posted November 28, 2010 and i'll cheer for you from my work table. I do believe your thoughts, hopes and wishes are indeed worth something.....sometimes my tightest grip is on the hope i have. Not letting anything take away the dreams that keep me company from sleep through my day working. Do keep writing them in your journal..... keep them alive....it makes breathing so much easier....even when the heart feels so heavy....
Author nsearch4u Posted November 28, 2010 Author Posted November 28, 2010 Thank you LaraC. I sometimes wonder if anyone ever feels what i feel. sees what i see....hurts the way i hurt. it can be so easy to be emotionally bankrupt after a relationship thats ended. To look forward is so empowering. it gives me strength to go forward. The time i feel down is getting less and less, but it still comes. When it does, i go to that place i can write to my love. Whoever she is....wherever she is.....and i feel i'm with her. If just for a minute. If only in spirit. I believe and i love with all my heart and one day for whatever reason it will be.....until then, i think of her, i wonder what she does from the early morning until she lays her head down at night...... In all this, however, there has to be balance, it can't become my everything or i lose who i am. But it is, without a doubt, my love for her....whoever she is..... Thank you for reading them......It makes me feel incredible to know they mean something to someone else......
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