WOW really...

[Stephie]

So my ex fiance downloaded these 2 songs and it came to my email made my heart break all over again: What the heck he knows I still love him and would do anything maybe its about someone else!

 

Past the road to your house

Will you never called home?

Where they turned out the lights

Though they say you'll never know

I remember runnin'

Through the wet grass

Falling a step behind

Both of us never tirin'

Desperately wantin'

When they pumped out your guts

Filled you full of those pills

You were never quite right

Deserving all the chills

They say the worst is over

Kick it over again

Then they ask what went wrong

When they turn you on again

Yeah, they turn you on again

I remember runnin'

Through the wet grass

Falling a step behind

Both of us never tirin'

Desperately wantin'

I remember runnin'

Through the wet grass

Falling a step behind

Both of us never tirin'

Desperately wantin'

Kick them right in the face

Make them wish they weren't born

And if they bring up your name

Well, say you won the war

Baby, burst in the world

Never given a chance

Then they ask what went wrong

When you never had it right

Though you never had it right

I remember runnin'

Through the wet grass

Falling a step behind

Both of us never tirin'

Desperately wantin'

I remember runnin'

Through the wet grass

Falling a step behind

Both of us never tirin'

Desperately wantin'

Oh oh, the letters have dropped off

Though they say you got them all

I finally figured out

Some things you'll never know, no

Take back your life

Let me inside

We'll find the door

If you care, if you care to anymore

I remember runnin'

Through the wet grass

Falling a step behind

Both of us never tirin'

Desperately wantin'

I remember runnin'

Through the wet grass

Falling a step behind

Both of us never tirin'

Desperately wantin'

 

"Cry Pretty"

I know it's been a while since I've seen you girl

Funny we should meet up at a place like this

Sure I've got a minute but I can't stay long

I've got someone waiting for me outside

Damn you sure look just like I remember

It's too bad things turned out like they did

You've got that same look in your eyes now

Last time I saw it you were leaving

Chorus:

Has anybody ever told you you sure cry pretty

You stand tall and move with grace

Has anybody ever told you you sure cry pretty

Your tears fall but they don't leave a trace

Yeah I thought about you for a little while

Yeah I guess I still do now and then

If only this had been another time girl

Maybe you might just break me down

It's time for me to go I hope you understand

I'm sure that you'll be fine once I'm gone

I'm sure there's someone out there you can turn to

Just keep your head up girl and you'll be fine

[SmileyGirl]

I know it's not easy to hear and while I complain that I didn't get closure from my ex fiancee and I's relationship I AM fortunate in the sense that when I left that day him and I have never spoken since. I could not imagine being strung along.

 

It sounds like he doesn't want you to forget him and he will continue to just "pop up" for as long as you allow him to.

 

You may not want to hear it but NC may be the best answer and just flat out tell him "I am in no position to be your friend right now, maybe down the road but right now I'm taking care of myself".

 

Good Luck to you and stay strong!

[reknown29]

my ex is doing the same thing. it makes it so difficult since I cant say no to her. I'm trying really hard but she has been stringing me along like yours is doing for two months now. I have been having light contact but she has been coming over about once every two weeks and saying that there is a chance we could get back. In the meantime she is dating other men.

 

While there is a chnace that I can get her back, I think of what that would be like. She dumped me, she has been calling the shots. She will do whatever she wants in a 'new' relationship. I will get walked on. It will then take years to get over her instead of up to a year.

 

I feel for you. What your going through is very hard but he and you will respect yourself more if you avoid him and ignore his emails. Now if I could only practice what I preach. I'm putting every effort in to do so.

[Margot]

I asked myself the same things. I' pretty sure my ex boyfriend has a new girl in his life. I had been in NC ever since he broke up with me almost 5 months ago. But he just keeps sending e-mails almost every week. I don't reply to anything because I'm really hurt. My brother told him not to send me anything because no matter how much he contacted me I'm not going to respond. Well he stopped for two weeks and the began again. His e-mails are about stuff he's been up to, videos, songs, movies and other things that I might like. But I also saw his YouTube channel and all his videos are about songs "we" used to like, artist that I showed him, really depressed songs and the songs he used to say were "our" songs. What I really don't understand is why they keep contact if they don't want us? Why they listen to this songs and want us to know about it? Why I keep telling myself ignore his e-mails but I just can't do it? Well only them can know what's really happening in their heads and heart.

 

I tell that just try to ignore everything and don't put to much attention and thought. I should do the same. I think that they just want us to keep this emotional attachment.

[lee123]

I know who you feel, the other night i decided to cover don't look back in anger by oasis, with my band(amazing lyrics). Wish i didn't just made me think of my ex. :/

[Stephie]

My deal is he didn't send me the songs we always had seperate email accounts but used eachothers for different things like ebay and paypal was set up on his email but with my name as was napster. I guess he set up his Itunes with my email. So he still gets emails from all those but it has my name as the subject or whatever. He has never said he wanted to try again. He said all along we needed to move on but I still get breadcrumbs and instead of ignoring them I feed his ego everytime! He just got into a relationship with another girl its hard to accept but I have to. I feel sorry for her though because we still talk now and then over text and he sends me pics. I have dated but nothing serious I'm not ready and still fear getting hurt. He's a pos for still hurting me even though I allow it because he knows how bad he hurt me when he walked out.