My sisters are mean to me

[amagordos]

I don't understand why but for some reason my two little sisters take a sick pleasure in being mean to me. It started when I was a teenager and that is around the time that I began to get low self-esteem.

 

My sisters began to rub things in my face like that I didn't have a lot friends and that guys never asked me out. Me being the sensitive one took offense to everything they said. I always tell myself i'm not going to cry, but I can't help it. I just recently pretend like it doesn't bother me at, so that they will stop because I know they take a rise out seeing me cry.

 

I don't understand why my own sisters enjoy making me feel bad about myself. I never have. I tell my parents, but its no use, because I don't want them to know they got to me. I guess I just want to feel accepted within my own family

 

 

I'm feeling down also because im not as close to my cousins as I once was and my sisters still are. Anybody here know what I'm talking about?

[BoyInAVikingHelmet]

I'm sorry you're going through that esp. since you can't escape it for the moment.

 

What are your sisters like? How do they differ from you personality-wise? There has to be some underlying reason for their shameful behavior towards you.

[amagordos]

Well, both of them are pretty outgoing and have lots of friends. My youngest sister is really smart and has been getting good grades all throughout highschool; she plans on going to a good school like ucla.

My other sister recently got a job and she is the responsible one that cooks and is good with kids

My big sister is a combination of both, except she isn't as outgoing

I am shy, pessimistic, idealistic and I only have a few good friends

I don't have a job and I didn't do that great in high school

I guess we are very different, do you think this is why they gang up against me?