lovelifelyrics Posted February 2, 2011 Share Posted February 2, 2011 This is my first time posting on this forum, and I didn't know where to post this, but I thought this was the closet to my situation! So I was in a relationship with (let's call him x) for a few months. It was long distance but it worked as we were both incredibly dedicated to it. I fell for him extremely fast and I still feel incredibly strong feelings towards him. However about a week ago, he suddenly became incredibly busy, and by busy I mean he was becoming rather addicted to a video game and it has taken over his life pretty much, and told me that our realtionship was pretty much getting in the way. I became rather unpleasant towards him in my emails, which I regret, but I love him a lot and I was angry at his reason. So I spent the day very much confused and rather upset, but that evening he messaged me, we both apologised to each other, we talked through things and decided to work through things slowly, which I am so grateful for. However my best friend has begun to give off confusing signals. He's always told me he is gay, yet recently he's been acting as if he's in love with me, giving off all the signals that he is, and it left me confused, then the weekend that has just passed, he kissed me. At the time I was shocked and confused, but I've been thinking about it a lot, and I've realised that my feelings for him are slowly developing into more than just friendly ones. However I feel that things have become awkward between us since the kiss, but my worry may just be unnecessary, and he may just be busy. I'm rather confused. I still love X but I feel like I'm just waiting for him to hurt me again, and I'm falling for my best friend, who's supposed to be gay, but the way he's been acting and the kiss seem to suggest differently. I am completely clueless at what to do, does anyone have any advice? Thank you for taking time to read this, and thank you for any advice =1 Link to post Share on other sites
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