Author vikkid234 Posted March 19, 2011 Author Share Posted March 19, 2011 well its saturday morning and this man still has not called im not sure though what day it is that he gets home im thinking sometime today and hoping he will call me tomorrow likes hes always whcih was to call me every sunday. i cant believe its been 2 weeks and he couldnt even call me nothing!! wtf ....wtf did i do to him for him to turn like this just a few days before having that conversation he was just telling me how much he misses me and cant wait to see me...wtf is going on im not going to give up on him ....if he doesnt call this weekend i dont know what im going to do but im sure it wont be good ...this hole **** breaks my heart , i gave myself to him etc and he wants to do this after promising me all this bull**** Link to post Share on other sites
spice4life Posted March 19, 2011 Share Posted March 19, 2011 Why don't you just call him? Find out why this hurt him and what is it that you can do to make feel better about trusting you. The answer to your other question regarding me is that someone, not sure who, online baited me into calling someone I cared very deeply about. And the person I cared about ripped my heart out and stomped on it. I put a wall up after that and I'm VERY apprenhensive about letting it down again. So now I leave initiating communication up to him. And that's the way it will be until all of the cards are out on the table and I am told why all of that happened. I put my cards out there and took my licks, very brutal ones, now its his turn. I want to talk to him and feel comfortable and be open about what I did to hurt him, but at the same time, I am carrying some resentment about how things went down. He needed a full disclosure from me, I gave it, and now I need one from him so I can let go of the resentment I'm holding onto. Anyway, sorry for the T/J. Link to post Share on other sites
Author vikkid234 Posted March 19, 2011 Author Share Posted March 19, 2011 Why don't you just call him? Find out why this hurt him and what is it that you can do to make feel better about trusting you. The answer to your other question regarding me is that someone, not sure who, online baited me into calling someone I cared very deeply about. And the person I cared about ripped my heart out and stomped on it. I put a wall up after that and I'm VERY apprenhensive about letting it down again. So now I leave initiating communication up to him. And that's the way it will be until all of the cards are out on the table and I am told why all of that happened. I put my cards out there and took my licks, very brutal ones, now its his turn. I want to talk to him and feel comfortable and be open about what I did to hurt him, but at the same time, I am carrying some resentment about how things went down. He needed a full disclosure from me, I gave it, and now I need one from him so I can let go of the resentment I'm holding onto. Anyway, sorry for the T/J. well thats funny you said to call him because me and my mother just got done talking about that. in ways i want to call him but in ways i dont because i already wrote him 3 emails i dont want to seem like a desprate bitch. im assuming he got home already from his trip either he got home early this morning or just got home either way i know hes home (imassuming) so im going to give him some time to rest check his emails and if he doesnt call me by tomorrow night then ill know its done and i must say he did a ****ty way of ending things i would of thought a man at hes age whos smart would at least have some kind of curtesie to end things the proper way.......and again im just so hurt that things had to even come like this, even if things work out ill still be very upset with him for the fact that he couldnt call me or anything during the last two weeks of his trip to at least tell me he made it home ok or something! im head is just so confused because not to long ago he was telling me he cant wait to see me again that hes thinking of me etc to hearing from him every day now to not hearing from him at all. wtf ....over ****ing pictures!! ?? ....it was for my own saftey damn it!!!!! Link to post Share on other sites
Author vikkid234 Posted March 21, 2011 Author Share Posted March 21, 2011 well guess what guys??.....i spoke with him finally! i must say yes this time was very odd hes basically very hurt he feels deseived but basically he said hes leaving the doors opened.....what does that mean? he also was questioning me having a twin sister me modeling etc and so what i did was asked him if he would like me to send pics over to prove to him basically, and the exspression on his face (because we skyped) was basically telling me yes he wants them but he then responded saying that if i dont feel comfortable sending them then dont do it. and so i sent pics anyway. i asked him if we can speak later because he then went on saying hes busy etc he just got back and he has things to do etc that he will talk to me later yes if not tomorrow but he will contact me. also he said which really hurt me that he wont put effort into coming to visit the way he did before.....basically hes leavin the doors opended he kept saying that maybe he will have the oppurtnity to come to one of my shoots he kept repepating that. so guys what do u think???? help!! Link to post Share on other sites
Notreally1989 Posted May 1, 2011 Share Posted May 1, 2011 I never posted but I was following this - was there any closure? Have things gotten better? Link to post Share on other sites
Lucky_One Posted May 2, 2011 Share Posted May 2, 2011 Well, he's really 57, and so he's lying about his age, too; quid pro quo, and all that. He doesn't really sound like he wants a GF, considering his lifestyle and the fact that he is so old and has no permanent home or car and says that he is pretty poor and that all he cares about his sinking his money back into his trips. I'd put this up as a one-off ONS, and move on. Link to post Share on other sites
Lucky_One Posted May 2, 2011 Share Posted May 2, 2011 Hmmm. He could be 50, and born in May, instead of 57 and born in March. I have seen 4 different birthdates for him on his webpage, his FB, and his Wikipedia. Sounds pretty sketch... Link to post Share on other sites
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