proactivedreamer Posted March 19, 2011 Share Posted March 19, 2011 I thought I had it all figured out. Truth is...I am back to where I started. Back to when I was 18. I am back at square one. If these unfortunate events do not deter me from making hasty decisions than I do not know what will. I lost a great deal of time, gambled with my future, lost love, burned bridges, and there is this emptiness that is so profound and so gut wenching I do not know how I will go on but I have to. This is one of the most painful times of my life but soon there will be better days. I mourn the things I lost, including have lost myself in the pursuit adventure, love and all the other beautiful things worth living for. I have to make better decisions and embrace the consequences of the decision I already made. I won't be lost for long... Link to post Share on other sites
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