hurtingandconfused Posted April 2, 2004 Share Posted April 2, 2004 Hi, I went to a bar and met a girl form elemetry. I got her number but i wanted to call my ex so bad. Ive never been so drunk in myu life. I have lots of friedns and they drove me home im so happpy I have friends but Im said tht I dont habe my g/f. I dont kjno i just felt like typing. If i didnt type I owuel hcae called my ex. god i love my ex.......i have tried to tell myelf that i dontt lov eher but I do. I guess i shoudlnt drink. I'm miserlbble...shes so prettty thanks for liestening Link to post Share on other sites
dario Posted April 2, 2004 Share Posted April 2, 2004 Hey....I know how you feel. I'm still lost after a couple or so months. Take care... Link to post Share on other sites
Author hurtingandconfused Posted April 2, 2004 Author Share Posted April 2, 2004 i dont liek to sleep drunk so here i am making a fool utta my self. Man ....it still hurts when im sober it doesnt hurt as much.....but when im drunk I feel like ****...i just have o let this out thanks fo listeninging....it hursts so much i still lover her after 3 months...why doesnt it go away!!! Link to post Share on other sites
Author hurtingandconfused Posted April 2, 2004 Author Share Posted April 2, 2004 i loved her unconditianlly...i nevdr thouhgt of anything bad...whye did she ?? i swear life is so messed up.... I was having fucn but when i got home theres no other way to cope other tahn type....She was my first why did she hbave to leav me??? you dont havve to anser this im dunk ..........i know why she lef tme...ist just my feeling that have to expressss... its either this or i call her..so bare with me.......its painful..i sear i will neved trhink like this... Link to post Share on other sites
YssaBoo Posted April 2, 2004 Share Posted April 2, 2004 Well one things for sure...You can't spell when you're drunk Take some Advil and go to bed.Just don't eat anything from McD's.It's smell bad when you have a hangover. Link to post Share on other sites
Darkangelism Posted April 2, 2004 Share Posted April 2, 2004 LS and drunk are so fun, i have done it on a few occassions. Link to post Share on other sites
Arabess Posted April 2, 2004 Share Posted April 2, 2004 And I thought I was the only one who posted in 'slur'..... I'm sorry you are having to go thru this Sweetie. To come to the realization that the person you love mot in the world does not have the same feelings back is a horrible feeling. There isn't anyway to make it go away or even ease up. It just has to run it's course. How long will it take? No one knows for sure. Each person is different. I do remember getting to a point of thinking....oaky that's it. He's broken my heart, he's damn sure not going to ruin my whole life. I actively worked at not letting myself think about him. After that, my heart felt remarkably better. It seems to me it was well into the 5-6 month though. At 8 months I sent a total F-U letter. At 12 months, I swore to never speak to him again in my entire life. What I'm saying is that each person has their own time schedule and way of dealing with their situation. Don't beat yourself up....give yourself the time you need to get through all the stages. Keep posting, keep going out, make new friends.....and know you aren't alone. Arabess Link to post Share on other sites
fredrolin Posted April 2, 2004 Share Posted April 2, 2004 when your going through a break up and you are hurting, alcohol will make you do some stupid stuff. I was going through a break up with a girl I loved, I cheated on her so I had every right to get dumped. I showed up at her parents house wasted, while she was there with her new boyfriend and I picked a fight with him. Another time I knocked on her window at her parents house in the middle of the night. I could go on and on with the stupid stuff I've done while drunk and upset. It's best to drink when in a happy mood. Drinking to forget a bad thing always makes you feel worse. Link to post Share on other sites
Author hurtingandconfused Posted April 2, 2004 Author Share Posted April 2, 2004 Just woke up. Man I was "tripping" I got overly emotional. Just for the record I don't love my ex anymore. I believe that the reason to why I get sad and depressed is because of all the women I see. They're not what I am looking for. Like I said I met that girl from elementary school. Funny cuz I did not recognize her. She's gorgeous but then again she's a whore. I have no problem with letting go. The problem that I have is finding another that is fitted for me. Where do I look? How do I approach? Do I not try so that it could happen? I mean don't get me wrong I go to clubs and bars to have fun...dance drink a little(not to look for women) Link to post Share on other sites
Arabess Posted April 2, 2004 Share Posted April 2, 2004 I think eventually you get past the point of wanting to 'replace' the person you once loved and just find a whole new person.....perhaps totally different in looks and character than she was. In the beginning though....that replacement thing haunts you. HAHA! When we drink though.....we all get mushy over what could have been. Link to post Share on other sites
meanon Posted April 2, 2004 Share Posted April 2, 2004 And I thought I was the only one who posted in 'slur'..... What, you were so wrecked the other night you don't remember matching me drink for drink by PM Barbie? Now where's that Beer? Link to post Share on other sites
Iris Posted April 3, 2004 Share Posted April 3, 2004 Ahhh, Hurting and Confused - your post really made me smile! Sorry, I don't mean to laugh at your predicament, it's just funny when people post when they're really pissed (i.e. drunk,......I'm British) and then see what they've posted the next day! I loved your headline: "im drunk and need to type" :-) Iris Link to post Share on other sites
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