calithin83 Posted April 5, 2004 Share Posted April 5, 2004 how can I let go when all i know is how to love you? How can i go with my instincts when my heart fears to have you far away.. i love you...with every breath..youre my every dream, even when im not yours.. and i hold u and inside i cry..cos baby i wish u loved me as much as i love u.. but u dont and u just want to see ..how it is to be holding another hand..and u say ure too young..and these are not ure plans..but baby..ure all ill ever want.. Link to post Share on other sites
Vivid_29 Posted April 5, 2004 Share Posted April 5, 2004 So, how are we doing these days, cali? ~V Link to post Share on other sites
Author calithin83 Posted April 5, 2004 Author Share Posted April 5, 2004 bad..i love him so much..3 years and 3 months..i cant let go..im having such a hard time..hes really the only one i want..im always going to love him and i miss him when hes not close yet im not even happy when he is knowng that he doesnt see me as his wife one day oor that he doesnt love me but just cares Link to post Share on other sites
Author calithin83 Posted April 5, 2004 Author Share Posted April 5, 2004 as his wife..it just means that he doesnt see me in his future...not necessarily that i wanna marry him..cos God knowsi wouldnt anytime soon..but just wish he would love me in the present...right now Link to post Share on other sites
Vivid_29 Posted April 5, 2004 Share Posted April 5, 2004 Have you stuck with the 'no contact rule? Have you spoken to him? I do recall you saying that you two have a class together or something like that. ~V Link to post Share on other sites
Darkangelism Posted April 5, 2004 Share Posted April 5, 2004 awww i hope you feel better. Link to post Share on other sites
Author calithin83 Posted April 5, 2004 Author Share Posted April 5, 2004 yes we have a class together which made it really hard not to talk so we began talking again..but hes made it clear that even though he really cares about me he doesnt love me and we are too young and that i was to serious in the relaitonship and he doesnt want that right now in his life...its so hard to accept..because i want him to love me not just care..and even though im deny wanting to be with him in the future the truth is that i have tried so much to work things out because i want him in my future, hes the only guy i love and whom i feel that i can love. ive been wtih him so long that being without him i just feel so sad in my heart..i miss him so much when hes far and just thinking that we wont be together always sux Link to post Share on other sites
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