calithin83 Posted April 6, 2004 Share Posted April 6, 2004 I know its not right...yet why do i remain? people keep telling me to move on... and me myself know that i should..yet theres a battle between my mind and my heart and im stuck in the middle, wanting to move on..but unable to.. because even though im not happy with u knowing that u dont love me..im not happy without u either.. im jealous that if i leave u..that ure love will no longer be mind and that your kisses will go to someone else.. im scared though...that im just ruining myself..because all i do is worry and re-analyze whats going on..and wishing that id be strong enough to let u go.. Its a battle...and i feel panicked because im unable to let u free.. i never thought id be this way..i never thought id let someone make me feel less then okay... I have to let go..But HOW?? when im having a war inside of me! Link to post Share on other sites
hurtingandconfused Posted April 6, 2004 Share Posted April 6, 2004 "The purpose of all war is peace" "War is cruelty. There's no use trying to reform it, the crueler it is the sooner it will be over." Link to post Share on other sites
Arabess Posted April 6, 2004 Share Posted April 6, 2004 This feeling only last for awhile. It does pass. Till then, I hope you can find a reason to smile each day and know it all gets better with time. The ANGER is a god bandaide. It also passes as you o longer give a damn. Believe me....that day WILL come. Link to post Share on other sites
Heartfelt Posted April 6, 2004 Share Posted April 6, 2004 I wish there was something magical that I could tell you. I know that pain all too well. All you can do is go through the motions and try to be strong. You can overcome it though, you just have to have some faith in yourself. You have friends and you have this forum so you're already on your way by not holding anything in. I read an earlier post of yours where you said you were going to go study. What are taking at school? Link to post Share on other sites
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