worlybear Posted April 15, 2011 Share Posted April 15, 2011 Hit one of those times when it's difficult to go forward. I know it will eventually pass but I'm posting on here to prevent myself getting any lower. At times like this I really miss having someone to talk with, I don't want to lean anymore on my grown sons or daughter as they have their own issues to deal with- and I don't want to trip them up! I'm tired of the whys and wherefores and just want to put this all behind me. I have contacted a new counsellor (tho' I thought I was done with that part.) I know the trigger for this current stomach churning- it was my oldest son's birthday last weekend and I met up with him.(He lives with STBX). As always it was very difficult and I came away feeling a lousy mother. On top of that I have to keep meeting up with him a secret. I know it sounds stupid but it would hurt and anger my other sons if they knew. The only consolation is that I realise I could never cheat- I just can't tell lies! Tell me it gets better- I just want some peace of mind. Link to post Share on other sites
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