myvoice1 Posted September 19, 2011 Share Posted September 19, 2011 I noticed that people use NC alot. What does NC mean? Link to post Share on other sites
fetish1980 Posted October 11, 2011 Share Posted October 11, 2011 Well here's my update for the month. My updates are becoming less and less. My ex texted me a few weeks ago. I know some are going to get on me for breaking NC (No contact), but i hadn't heard from her in a while. ex: how are you doing? I texted her back: Doing ok and you? ex: I miss you, can i see you this weekend. I made up an excuse saying i had to work, which was true, but i couldve seen her during my off time. Anyway, long story short, she texts me last week asking if we can meet up. I didn't reply. So she texts me back ex: Well i guess you're done with me. I'm going to move on. It's been 8 months and you've made no effort for us getting back together. I'm the only one who's reached out all this time and it's not right. I finally texted her back: 1st of all, You a lie. I've reached out to you several times since we split. I met up with you on my birthday. And 2nd, I don't pursue people who leave me. She texted me back: Look, i know you feel i've hurt you, but i love you and so want to be with you, but you act like you don't want me back. Can we meet and have a face to face discussion? I haven't replied. The thing is, i'm not ready to be back in a relationship because i'm working on myself. I also don't really trust that she wouldn't do the same thing again once our differences surfaced. She moved out rather than trying to work on the issues. I always tried to talk and have discussions before, but she never wanted to. I still love her for the memories we had the last 8 years and still sad that we didn't work out. Apart of me feels a little guilty for not wanting to get back together. They say the ex always comes back, but this might be the final straw. I wish i could stop caring completely! fetish Link to post Share on other sites
fetish1980 Posted October 13, 2011 Share Posted October 13, 2011 Well, to my journal friend, Joined toastmasters today. I actually feel pretty good knowing i'm going to sharpen my already sharp speaking skills. I've also tried to take my focus off meeting women so much and just trying to learn how to be happy. Happy about the basic things in life, my health, my 2 jobs, my apartment, my car, my paying off one of my credit cards I've been out with a few people i met at the gym. We go to happy hour together sometimes. I'm noticing my confidence coming back and it feels pretty good. fetish Link to post Share on other sites
geegirl Posted October 13, 2011 Share Posted October 13, 2011 Good for you fetish! It's all coming together! Link to post Share on other sites
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