what does this mean (Am i going insane...)?

[guitaristVLADIMIR]

OK so there is this female coworker of mine and i have grown quite enamored with her.. shes beautiful inside and out.

 

I sometimes convince myself things but now im positive that she probably feels the same way i do and here is why i think this:

 

-i thinks she might be playing hard to get so what i did was decide to turn the table on her you know play her game in other words i would try playing hard to get and see what the outcome was as that was basically the only way i saw that would be a good indicator of good or bad news...

 

well i did play hard to get this was friday and i didnt as much as look at her like i usually do it was fairly non-interactive besides the normal things we get to doing (see we will kind-of pick on each other playfully (she always initiates it not me)and boss each other around..being sarcastic...that kind of stuff now i made sure as not to get to involved in that whole game as i still wanted to play hard to get so i ignored her when she called me and so on...

 

and at the end of her shift she comes up to me (she looked sad/disappointed)( now mind you i am not the only guy here but im the only one she spends any amount of time with or listens to or even fools around with) and asks this question " ARE YOU MAD AT ME?"

 

to which i replied " WHAT...NO"

she says "OK" ( with a smile on her face)

i then said "HEY WAIT UP"----- she did she doesnt wait/slow down for anyone else not even our bosses.

i then asked her what she ment and why she thought i was mad at her

she replied "OH IT WAS JUST A QUESTION"

i said " NO YOU CANT ASK A QUESTION LIKE THAT AND EXPECT ME NOT TO BE CURIOUS...YOU HAVE MY FULL ATTENTION NOW WHAT DID YOU MEAN" ( i didnt shout that i said it to her on a suspicious note)

she said " ITS JUST...WELL ITS JUST YOU WERE ACTING DIFFERENTLY TODAY---OH AND SEE YOU TOMORROW________(she used my nickname she gave me)

 

now comes the next day and she is dressed really eye catchingly sexy (unusual for her to do so for no reason)

( im the only guy who likes her and shows her any attention/ compassion and she works with mostly older women see i find it that she will do this if either im not around for a while (ignoring her) or playing hard to get i guess to catch my eye)

it was lace kinda like clothes you would were going clubbing and one of the ladies said my your all dressed sexy why so and she(the girl who this is about) looked at me)

then she was desperately trying to make me jealous by attempting to flirt with my friend/coworker who has a fiancee plus she doesnt like him and never pays attention to him at all even when he tries to initiate a conversation) and to be honest i was but i wasnt about to show it so i let it go by cause like i said i want to play hard to get and me getting jealouse would defeat the point) so i caught her by herself and asked her what exactly did she mean when she said i was acting differently yesterday and she said you were acting weird oh and she doesnt move away when i enter her space in fact she comes closer and she also plays with her hair around me and shows off her neck and i noticed that when i looked her in the eyes they got bigger ( which i read was a good thing)

 

plus she tends to describe her bedroom in detail to me as in colors,size....

 

now she was talking to a female coworker who i also happen to turn to for advice about what had to be me as the way she positioned herself and the girl in a way as to keep a good view of me ( there is a lot of cover where she works but she wasnt behind any) and when the girl walked by me she smiled at me (but not a normal one it was as if she was trying to tell me something) oh and one thing that makes me think it was about me was the fact that when i walked by or asked the girl for something she would blush and immediately shut-up...

 

 

now i hope im not going crazy but i think what im thinking is right maybe not exactly right but close enough...

 

 

oh and one more thing she tends to bump into me while im busy and like i said before she likes to fool around with me ( not in that way though....although i wouldnt mind that...lol)what i mean by fool around is i will have to bring out stock and i will use a flatbed and she will ask if she can ride on it( thats what proves she trusts me...as she doesnt do that around anyone else)oh and she will kind scream softly while she is doing so cause i will always say yes

 

 

thank you

 

Vladimir.M.K.S.S.S.u.G.v.S ( my initialy my name is really long...lol)

 

 

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[thatone]

why are you posting this and not on the way to her house right now?

[Chi townD]

Dude, screw this playing hard to get crap! Ask her out! What's the worst that could happen? She could say no. Then, you wouldn't be any worse for wear. Life will go on.

 

BUT!!! She could say yes! and if that's the case, you need to post what happens!

[guitaristVLADIMIR]

cause she already said no and the thing is i cant get her off my mind ans if you were to ask my friends about me they would say i get over just about every woman like the wind changes speed...lol

 

 

and she still keeps me very very close.

she never gets mad at me no matter what i do....

and no matter what i say she always forgives me but puts on an act (for coworkers to see) of her being completely pissed.....

 

like i said i truely feel in my heart/soul and gut that we are fo each other..

[thatone]

said no to what? she wouldn't show all that interest in front of other people for no damn reason.

 

if she said no to anything you asked you must have completely bungled the question.

[Chi townD]

Dude, if you're getting signals from her, try again! Tell her, "Look I got these tickets to a concert, ball game...whatever I was wondering if you want to go. No strings attached, I just wanna go out and have a good time. That's it."

 

And leave it at that.

[guitaristVLADIMIR]

said no to what? she wouldn't show all that interest in front of other people for no damn reason.

 

if she said no to anything you asked you must have completely bungled the question.

 

 

what do you mean by the whole bungled the question i asked....and i kinda think she is playing hard to get as she really shows me a lot of attention more so then any other male employee.....and like i said then there is the teasing ( kinda sexual/sensual) that we do to each other....its just i like to get more heads then my own to think and help me out here as i can very well ruin it on just my own analysis.....

 

 

so if she didnt have any interest in me then why would she even show me all this attention and actually mean it i mean there has to be at least a small amout of attraction there..

 

i play my cards the way i learned to and i act the jerk and it attracts women like the plague....she also has a sister which i have a question pertaining her...

 

see one day while on break they had to be talking about me as they both kept glancing at me every so often... i moved closer to then so as to talk with a friend...and then she gets up looks at me and says hey........this is my sister.......... ( all with a smile on her eyes like she was sending me a message or something) now i got a message but seeing as im a guy i might have gotten the wrong message...