Author Rose T Posted June 3, 2011 Author Share Posted June 3, 2011 Melen, I totally know where you're coming from. Sometimes I'm really proud of myself in new social situations, other times, people will let me down last minute and I get intensely disappointed and sad. I feel like I'm plate spinning constantly sometimes to get my social life going, fill in the gaps between work and sleep. But it can be done. I'm probably not as together as I sound on this thread, either. I just didn't fancy my ex when I saw him, I think that's the simple answer as to why I was so kind. I just thought - you're nothing special. Very wierd. I'm sort of handling this not-available guy situation but I am still emotionally vulnerable. After I saw my ex, I texted not-available guy all day to vent. I'm backing off now though. Soon things should be a bit more stable. It's been a funny old week. Link to post Share on other sites
bikinibeach Posted June 3, 2011 Share Posted June 3, 2011 thank you so much Link to post Share on other sites
melenkurion Posted June 7, 2011 Share Posted June 7, 2011 Melen, I totally know where you're coming from. Sometimes I'm really proud of myself in new social situations, other times, people will let me down last minute and I get intensely disappointed and sad. I feel like I'm plate spinning constantly sometimes to get my social life going, fill in the gaps between work and sleep. But it can be done. heh, it's funny, I feel exactly the same. I can identify with everything you have said there. Just as you say, if someone lets me down it can make me lower than I feel it ought to. I also get the "plate spinning" thing, completely. I like the metaphor a lot. I'm still not comfortable unless I have my "free" time planned out. That was pretty much what lead to the blues a week ago, I had gotten tired and not planned for one evening. I'm sort of handling this not-available guy situation but I am still emotionally vulnerable. It's no surprise you are vulnerable! You really are doing so well, though. it's only a few short months, but it really seems like you are so close. I hope this week has been a bit less dramatic. Link to post Share on other sites
TearyEyedPride Posted June 7, 2011 Share Posted June 7, 2011 I think I love you!! LOL. No but seriously, you do inspire me. And I'd love love love and am actively trying to achieve that sense of confidence, reassurance and just overall love that you have for yourself. Bravo Rose! Thanks soooo much for sharing. Link to post Share on other sites
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