Am i a bad Girlfriend?

[baby_girl]

I have been with my boyfriend for a few years now, and today i had "cyber" sex with one of my guys friends online. we both had our webcams on a starting cyber ****ing i guess that's how you would say it?

 

but also we are both planning on meeting each other ( not just to **** ) but i know we will ****, and i really want to do it... but i LOVE my boyfriend,

 

i was think if i broke up with him, and then went to see my friend, that it wouldn't be cheating, plus me and my man aren't really in a good place atm.. so i dont see why not? plus my boyfriend don't wanna have sex with me anyone.. we barely ever do it.. i have had sex with him like 5 times in how 4-5 year relationship I AM SOOOO HORNY!! and angry at him..

 

anyway please help me! i know im doing a bad thing, but i wanna **** this guy and still be with my at the end..

 

what he don't know

[P&R]

I have been with my boyfriend for a few years now, and today i had "cyber" sex with one of my guys friends online. we both had our webcams on a starting cyber ****ing i guess that's how you would say it?

 

but also we are both planning on meeting each other ( not just to **** ) but i know we will ****, and i really want to do it... but i LOVE my boyfriend,

 

i was think if i broke up with him, and then went to see my friend, that it wouldn't be cheating, plus me and my man aren't really in a good place atm.. so i dont see why not? plus my boyfriend don't wanna have sex with me anyone.. we barely ever do it.. i have had sex with him like 5 times in how 4-5 year relationship I AM SOOOO HORNY!! and angry at him..

 

anyway please help me! i know im doing a bad thing, but i wanna **** this guy and still be with my at the end..

 

what he don't know

If you want everything you will end up with nothing at all. You can't have it both ways. The guilt is already starting to eat at you and you know that you have done wrong. If you actually do have sex with this other man how long will you be able to keep it a secret?

 

Here is my opinion; do the man a favor and end the relationship. You two are not compatable. Your needs are not being met, and from what you are saying it sounds like they will never be met.

[Chi townD]

I'm smelling troll here.

[Mimolicious]

I have been with my boyfriend for a few years now, and today i had "cyber" sex with one of my guys friends online. we both had our webcams on a starting cyber ****ing i guess that's how you would say it?

 

but also we are both planning on meeting each other ( not just to **** ) but i know we will ****, and i really want to do it... but i LOVE my boyfriend,

 

i was think if i broke up with him, and then went to see my friend, that it wouldn't be cheating, plus me and my man aren't really in a good place atm.. so i dont see why not? plus my boyfriend don't wanna have sex with me anyone.. we barely ever do it.. i have had sex with him like 5 times in how 4-5 year relationship I AM SOOOO HORNY!! and angry at him..

 

anyway please help me! i know im doing a bad thing, but i wanna **** this guy and still be with my at the end..

 

what he don't know

 

My question is WTF are you doing with him then??????????? 5 times in 4-5 years???? WHOA! I am actually surprised that you held off this long. Unless you ain't telling us the whole scoop.

 

Honey, break up with him and find someone that you can have encounters with more often. I mean, don't go get with a monitor now either. Find a person that can physically be there! If you can't stick to one person though, stay single and be with whoever.

 

Don't string the dude along though. You'll just create uneeded drama.

[vsmini]

Do this guy a favor and break up with him. You sound like a complete mess.

[Mimolicious]

Do this guy a favor and break up with him. You sound like a complete mess.

 

 

I would be a HOTMESS if I got it 5 times in 4-5 yrs... GTFO!