It's been 2 months

[obeast83]

I was in a 6 month long relationship with this guy and although i wasn't happy all the time he did make me feel very special at times. Towards the end of our relationship I noticed he became very distant and I tried my best to make it work but one day I had enough, I broke it off and he got so mad and called me a coward. Come to find out he was already talking to another guy before I even ended it, and they started dating the day after I broke it off. I was devastated, I couldn't understand why he did this to me. I keep trying to rationalize it, I even blamed myself. I always take break ups hard but this is the first time I ever been cheated on and it hurts, more hurt than I ever felt before. I really cared for him and part of me still thinks that I do. I've been trying to keep myself busy by working as much as possible and hanging out with friends but I still am very hurt inside and feel overwhelmingly sad all the time. There's not a day that goes by that I don't think about him. I just want to move on with my life at this point but I'm at a loss.