worried

[cccrunner]

I met a girl about a year go and we started dating for about four months. We live ten hours away from each other and we both go to different colleges. I broke it off because I could not do long distance with her. I kissed another girl (I was drunk but that’s not an excuse) and I feel horrible and while I did not tell her, I broke it off because it made me realize I could not do long distance. I know I have feelings for her, but I don’t think I could marry her.

 

I love her and this is the most I’ve ever felt for someone, but I think I could feel more, but I’m not sure if I should settle for her or try to find someone else. She is the first girl who has had serious feelings for me and I’m afraid that if I try for someone else, I’ll never find someone like her and be miserable.

 

Please help.