cjyoung1993 Posted June 18, 2011 Share Posted June 18, 2011 I just missed my math exam (slept in) and my 90 went to a 60 this may falter my acceptance to university and they could revoke my offer. I am on repair going to take summer school and hoping all will be well, but i really want to talk to her and for her to be there as my support system. I know she still cares even though she's been kind of a biyatch in our breakup. What do I do, I feel like i dont love her the same anymore but I keep dreaming about us, i dont even like who she is really but rather what we were. I've moved on but it still hurts for some reason when im alone at night thinking about it. Thanks everyone Link to post Share on other sites
ventdomain Posted June 18, 2011 Share Posted June 18, 2011 Hey man. I think this is something we all go through at some point in our breakup. I almost lost my job because of my depression and when I asked her to be there for me she told me she couldn't help something that she was causing. How long have you broken up for? How long in nc? Link to post Share on other sites
Author cjyoung1993 Posted June 18, 2011 Author Share Posted June 18, 2011 I've been no contact for like 2 weeks maybe 3? But broken up for a couple months, she played with me for awhile...said she wanted me after she made out with a dude, then i gave in...then she went with another dude. She apologised and said she was so sorry for everything and that she'll cherish everything that we've been through together. We were together for 3.5 years...I finally understand that there is no point in making sense of this. Do i initiate contact..? Link to post Share on other sites
ventdomain Posted June 19, 2011 Share Posted June 19, 2011 Hey man. Look, you really should refrain from contacting her. For your sake, please stay clear. Unless you have something to genuinely apologize for that you haven't done yet, say no. Link to post Share on other sites
jacksonBrown Posted June 19, 2011 Share Posted June 19, 2011 (edited) I just missed my math exam (slept in) and my 90 went to a 60 this may falter my acceptance to university and they could revoke my offer. I am on repair going to take summer school and hoping all will be well, but i really want to talk to her and for her to be there as my support system. I know she still cares even though she's been kind of a biyatch in our breakup. What do I do, I feel like i dont love her the same anymore but I keep dreaming about us, i dont even like who she is really but rather what we were. I've moved on but it still hurts for some reason when im alone at night thinking about it. Thanks everyone I know how your feeling bro i'm in the same situation with my ex i broke my leg a few days after my breakup leaving me heartbroken and stuck at home couldn't work couldn't leave the house just stuck with my thorts and very depressed all i wanted was for her to be there for me we were together for 3 years, K fast forward 7 weeks my leg has almost healed its been the hardest time of my life No Joke heartbreak is a B*tch, point of the story i wish i had just gone NC from day 1 over the past 7 weeks we stayed in LC she would ask me for favours can she borrow my car and just strang me along i thort i would try and reconcille after lending her my car bad idea she shut me down straight away, i was gutted.. it was like day 1 of the break up again, try accept she's gone bro she's not there for you anymore she's out of your life for good.. Go no contact for your sake all the best Edited June 19, 2011 by jacksonBrown Link to post Share on other sites
giuliano-3 Posted June 19, 2011 Share Posted June 19, 2011 I've been no contact for like 2 weeks maybe 3? But broken up for a couple months, she played with me for awhile...said she wanted me after she made out with a dude, then i gave in...then she went with another dude. She apologised and said she was so sorry for everything and that she'll cherish everything that we've been through together. We were together for 3.5 years...I finally understand that there is no point in making sense of this. Do i initiate contact..? And...this is why I'm pretty stoked my ex doesn't like in the same time zone as I do anymore. She would have done the same to me, we would've gotten back together and then she would have crushed me all over again. Sorry you went through it, not an easy spot to be in. Do not initiate contact. At the time it seems like a good idea, like you're scratching an insatiable itch. Like "what if contacting her is the one chance I'll have to find out what really happened." Curiosity is a B. It can drive you insane. The best course of action is to try and be strong, don't contact her. If she contacts you, a decision has to be made. There are simply too many things which can go wrong if you initiate the contact. Link to post Share on other sites
Author cjyoung1993 Posted June 19, 2011 Author Share Posted June 19, 2011 I have a poem I didn't finish which I was in the process of making for her. I'm going to give it to her tomorrow. As a last whatever...I wont be seeing her again for atleast 2 months. :S I am really starting to miss talking with her. Ahhh Link to post Share on other sites
TearyEyedPride Posted June 20, 2011 Share Posted June 20, 2011 I have a poem I didn't finish which I was in the process of making for her. I'm going to give it to her tomorrow. As a last whatever...I wont be seeing her again for atleast 2 months. :S I am really starting to miss talking with her. Ahhh Awww. I write poetry too. However my ex-inspired poetry is not something I feel safe sharing with human beings LOL. I wouldn't open myself up for rejection again, because it could start you back to day one... Link to post Share on other sites
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